Regret Is Unnecessary for the Substitute Princess Chapter 59
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Chapter 59
So the reporter wasnât a journalistâbut a stalker.
The articleâs level of detail about my schedule was honestly disturbing.
I skimmed the front-page gossip and closed the paper.
âI told you not to call me âbrother.ââ
âAnd yet I am your brother, so what else should I call you?â
Barakâs childish banter was frustratingâbut not wrong.
âI figured youâd be pleased with this kind of article.â
âWhat?â
âEveryone already knows Lady April has feelings for His Highness PerfonĂ©.â
Who didnât know the engagement was arranged?
Especially after I left the duchyâApril had swooped in and clung to PerfonĂ©, pretending to be me.
âIsnât this kind of article better than another one about your supposed feud?â
I shrugged.
âSo why are you so angry?â
âYou really donât know?â
Barak looked furiousâand strangely⊠worn down.
His eyes betrayed a fear: that April Hill Riseâs identity was slowly being replaced.
âThat article doesnât change the fact youâre not the real April.â
âAnd if the real April returns, things will change again.â
âYou keep trying to take her place!â
âI never took anything.â
My cold tone stopped him mid-sentence.
âI never intended to.â
His sunset-colored eyes dimmed, shadowed like dusk.
I bent to pick up the paper.
Barak thought I was stealing Aprilâs place.
But if I was merely reclaiming what had once been mine, was that really stealing?
No.
April had taken my place.
Barak insisting I was the thief only proved he knew it tooâdeep down.
âThe truth is, I never once thought April stole anything,â he muttered.
I took a step closer and brushed dust from his shoulder.
âAnd the next time a headline like this runsâdonât storm in here yelling.â
I expected him to slap my hand away. He didnât.
He just stood there, staring.
I smiled at him.
My faceâidentical to Aprilâsâwas reflected clearly in his eyes.
âYouâre terrified. Itâs written all over your face.â
ââŠYou.â
âScared dogs bark the loudest, you know.â
âYou once asked me if I hated you.â
He wasnât looking at the paper anymore. He was just staring.
I knew what was coming.
This wasnât about the article.
This was about something heâd never managed to say when we were youngerâback when I used to trail behind him, desperate to be noticed.
âI did,â he said flatly.
âWhen you came into this house, I pitied April. My sisterâforced to share her life with a stranger.â
He wasnât just angry because of guilt.
He resented how I became âApril.â
âDo you really think that matters to me now?â
It was an honest question.
When I was young, it wouldâve broken me.
Back then, I just wanted to be part of this family.
I wanted his approval.
But now?
âKeep hating me if it helps ease your guilt.â
I looked down at the photo in the gossip article.
It wasnât actually a picture of meâbut of April. The real one.
Barak could glare at me. Hate me. Want me gone.
But that didnât change anything anymore.
Back then, it hurtâbecause I liked him. Because he mattered.
But not now.
âJust⊠donât let Lady April see this article.â
Barak said nothing for a long time.
Then he muttered:
âYouâre right. Itâs partly guilt.â
I blinked. He admitted it?
He never did that before.
But he didnât look at me. Just clenched his fist.
âMy sister⊠because of youâŠâ
He didnât finish.
Just cursed quietly and walked out.
ââŠSeriously?â
That wasnât like him. Barak always finished what he started.
Always said what he wantedâbluntly, decisively.
I turned to Amber.
âGuess I hit a nerve.â
She smiled awkwardly, pretending not to have heard anything.
âBarak really cared about April, didnât he?â
âI wouldnât know. I joined the household recently and rarely saw them together.â
A tactful answer.
She handed me my silk gloves and helped me prepare.
Smart girl.
Even if she hadnât been here long, she understood how to survive in this house.
Once dressed, I stepped out.
The butler handed me a bouquet of roses.
âThe carriage is ready, milady.â
âThank you.â
The blooms were rich crimsonâclassic, bold.
âWho are the flowers for, if I may ask?â
I smiled.
âSir Beatrice.â
ââŠExcuse me?â
âIâm giving them to Sir Beatrice.â
The air turned cold.
But I didnât care.
Everyone knew who I meant.
Not Count Beatrice.
Not Adolf Beatrice.
Only Adonis Beatrice deserved them.
That was exactly why it made nobles uncomfortable.
Everyone knew Count Beatrice hated that his daughter outshone his son.
Most likely, the Beatrice estate wasnât celebrating right now.
It was mourning.
Even though Adonis had won, she wouldnât be congratulated.
And no one would dare celebrate with her.
What a joke.
To act like only Adolf existed, while the truly talented one was cast aside.
âYouâre sure this wonât cause trouble?â
âWhy would it? Iâm simply congratulating a brilliant knight.â
No one could publicly objectânot when a dukeâs daughter offered praise.
âIf no one else will celebrate her victory⊠then I will.â
âž»
At House RiseâŠ
âYouâre back.â
Lian entered, pale-faced, having just returned from the mountains.
âWhereâs Irina?â
âShe went out briefly. If youâd come sooner, you might have caught her.â
âMaybe itâs better this way.â
Irina was playing her role as April perfectly.
Smiling. Gentle. Graceful.
As if sheâd never been abandoned. As if she had always belonged.
Sometimes⊠even more like April than April herself.
And thatâmore than anythingâmade Lian feel guilty.
Disappointed.
âIs Father in the study?â
âYes.â
Lian clenched his fists.
Why did the temple suddenly start looking for Irinaâs father?