Chapter 5: The Devil of the Rhine
PRESENT DAY, AS WELL AS SOMEWHERE IN MARCH
OF UNIFIED YEAR 1925
It’s a familiar dream for the old man who lived through the Rhine.
He would have the same dream again tonight. As one of the soldiers
who served in the Great War, it’s all burned into his mind.
Back then, back there—in a way, it was where the rest of their lives were
forged.
Even now, unceasing gunfire echoes in his head like a broken record.
Before he knows it, his thoughts return to that battlefield full of
memories. Even after the war, the sights and sounds are too raw in their
minds to fade. It’s the past, but they can remember that world so clearly.
The fucking battlefield. The most horrible thing the human race ever
created. That battlefield where mud and flies reigned.
Ahh. He groans at the recollection. The Rhine was the very gates of hell.
The old man has that dream over and over and is reminded again and
again. I’ll probably never forget it.
I remember the events of that day in detail. As shells crisscrossed just
over our heads, me and the rest of Company G were steadily advancing
under orders to move to a new attack position. Of the five regiments
composing the front line, Company E was seeing the most intense fighting,
and our mission was to support their flank.
I was in a machine-gun squad. Our job was simply to set up the guns at
the trench dug by the vanguard unit and create a firing position. The
Imperial Army was supposed to have the Republican Army pretty well
suppressed in that area, but the lines themselves were complicated as
always. They were almost fluid. In other words, the battlefield was a
bloody, chaotic jumble of us and them.
The bombardment had blown away all but one tree in this mire—the sort
of place where resources were wasted, blood ran in rivers, and when you
would peek out of the trench to see what you could see, it would be all
artillery smoke.
Still, the blasted enemy artillerymen made nothing of the awful visibility
and shelled us constantly at a varying pace. Our company’s trench mortar
squad returned fire, but they barely made a dent. Despite the smoke
obscuring the battlefield, we could see a number of muzzle flashes from the
Republican Army positions.
I remember how much we struggled with the mortars. They didn’t have
a stable place to shoot from because the duckboards were sinking into the
mud. Conditions were so bad that for the machine guns, too, even the
highly trained gunners couldn’t control their lines of fire.
I remember that as far as the eye could see, it was soldiers covered in
mud, doing everything within human power to secure their attack positions.
I remember that day very well.
The field guns set up in the trench were trying out some observed fire,
and the designated riflemen were digging foxholes with all their might.
Looking back on it now, these were superhuman actions from the few who
stepped up in one corner of the harsh battlefield. Not allowing themselves
to be discouraged by the maggots, the muck, or the shells raining down,
enveloped in the stenches of rot and death, with no decent cover, those men
advanced through the mud. They had trench foot. Their display of bravery
is burned into my eyelids, and it even appeared divine; I respect those men
to this day from the bottom of my heart.
It was a shocking picture from a world you can’t understand unless
you’ve experienced it; you can only understand by being there.
“I can’t believe this. Those toads. They must really like the mud!”
“Yeah. The gunners want to turn this land into a swamp and jump right
in.”
“But the ones getting shot at are Company H. I feel for them.”
The team’s banter eased our nerves somewhat, but the chatter from the
guys in a nearby foxhole reminded us of reality. The ones under fire were
Company H, who had gone ahead of us. Frustratingly, the brass at the time
seemed convinced we could break through the enemy’s defense with human
bullets.
How many lives do they think this muddy tract of land is worth?!
“Air support still isn’t here?! Shut up the enemy guns already!”
Someone let out a groan that echoed the sentiments of the whole
company. We were supposed to push the lines up in places under local air
superiority. That’s how the operation was supposed to work.
Those despicable bigwigs said we would have complete air support, but
we wanted to scream that they must have meant a complete lack of air
support.
“I told ya, didn’t I? You can bet your Easter turkey that was an empty
promise.”
High explosives crisscrossed over the battlefield. A near hit from one of
those was enough to blow a human body to bits. In a situation like that,
close, full support was a pipe dream. So I don’t think we were expecting
much in the first place. Regardless of how the new recruits rushed through
training felt, the old hands knew that there was no promise less reliable than
one made by the brass.
Everyone ended up like that. The soldiers exposed to the squall of heavy
shelling, faced with the inescapable pain and mental strain of long hours
under fire, couldn’t help their eternal skepticism.
If they didn’t, gruesome reality would slay the beautiful propaganda in a
single blow, and the soldiers would go insane. In order to survive the
horrific war, you couldn’t rely too much on hope.
“Ngh! I’m hit! Damn it!”
“Medic! Medic!”
I remember being able to hear, for some reason, the sounds of someone
in a neighboring dugout crumpling to the ground and their friends
panicking, even over the roar of the battlefield. I suddenly realized that one
unlucky bastard had been done in by a stray shot or a sniper. Since the
entire trench wasn’t blown away and there were no follow-up shots, it had
to be a sniper.
We quickly ducked lower and sprayed harassing fire anywhere it seemed
like he could have been lurking. We don’t wanna die.
“Send out a stretcher! Cover them!”
Then…
I’ll never forget those four stretcher-bearers racing out under diligent
cover to try to get their injured brother to the rear. Emblems of courage and
integrity. The medics are the only ones those of us headed away from the
battlefield can rely on. Because the medics, called Sanis, were with us, we
were guaranteed some humanity in that hellish world.
Unlike people working easier jobs in the rear, if there was a fellow
soldier who needed them, they would always charge into hails of bullets
even we would balk at. Even when they were blown away with a painful
impact, more of them were ready to go out after their fallen teammates. It
was proof of their courage.
They were the only ones I really, deeply respected. They were the only
ones we could trust no matter what. I still feel that way.
“Lay down a smoke screen!”
“Hand grenades! Throw everything you got!”
The mortar squad shot smoke shells, the designated riflemen threw
grenades, and we just put up a curtain of fire. The stretcher was a sight for
sore eyes when it safely appeared. Our trustworthy friends with their
magnificent bravery. Sanis had to be protected if no one else; they were the
only ones who would save us.
And at the same time, I guess you could say, due to our covering fire,
the Republicans spread out across from us seemed to remember the target
they were supposed to prioritize. They were determined to crush not the
swiftly receding stretcher but the smart-aleck machine-gun nets. Thanks to
that, we were showered in concentrated fire, and I lowered my head without
thinking, unable to take all the blasts of dust filling the air from near hits.
Facedown in our trench with our ears alert, we smiled weakly at the thought
of how many Republican artillerymen must be treating us to shells.
But that strange calm only lasted so long. After the whiz of something
cutting through the air came a big, heavy boom we weren’t used to. It sent
chills up our spines.
Those weren’t 128 mm shells; they’d brought out their precious 180 mm
field guns.
“Listen up, troops! Friendly reinforcements are on their way! Let’s stick
this out!”
At that moment, we were happy for instructions over the radio from our
battalion commander, but our sense of futility was greater. Our battalion had
no shortage of replacement troops. We’d nearly lost our will to fight, so I
guess they were throwing us a line to cling to.
Maybe that line would work on guys who didn’t know how unreliable it
was, but we understood all too well how that illusion would hold up.
“So when the hell is that support unit getting here?”
Someone on the machine-gun crew expressed what all of us who knew
that battlefield were thinking. We really needed reinforcements. The way it
was going, we figured we would all have to die defending that quagmire
and covered in its muck.
So we really wanted backup as soon as possible.
“I want reinforcements…preferably before we die.” Was it me who
murmured it? Or the fellow next to me? I still don’t know, but I’m sure
someone did.
That was when the nearby radio operator started shouting at the top of
his lungs. The operators were the guys monitoring enemy transmissions,
making sure they didn’t pinpoint us. Usually they were full of bad news, but
later I would think over and over how sometimes they did have something
good for us.
“Reinforcements! Reinforcements are here!”
I remember very well how people thought the operator was shellshocked
and sent him pitying looks. But then we saw something we could
hardly believe, so there was no time to think about that.
Or rather, we heard it.
“O Fatherland, my love, be at peace.”
On every channel over a wide area, the words were broadcast so
powerfully even a regular soldier with no magic ability could hear them.
Clouds of dust were blackening the sky, and the mud seemed to be
swallowing up everything on the battlefield, but the voice that rang out over
the chaos was surprisingly calm.
It was no wonder we questioned for a moment whether we had gone
crazy as well. The phenomenon seemed that unreal.
It was the code for a unit of reinforcements. We cocked our heads
thinking the backup couldn’t be real, that it had to be an auditory
hallucination.
“O Fatherland, my love, be at peace.”
But we weren’t hearing things and we weren’t crazy; someone was
really repeating those words in the official language of the Empire. And it
was the single-use password to show they were friend and not foe at that!
“Guardians of the Rhine! Ye are loyal! Ye are rocks! Ye are loyal! Ye are
rocks!”
The operator boosts the signal to the highest output possible, and the
answer from the radio dugout was the happiest sounding I’d ever heard. The
stream of words coming out of the machine-gun squad’s radio will be
forever carved into my eardrums.
We always laughed at what silly codes they’d come up with. The radio
operators, especially, would make fun of them, but this time, just this once,
I think all of us were truly consoled by them. The widespread interference
only mages could employ. It could only be mages. It could only have been
the elite mages of the Imperial Army.
So it’s lucky they didn’t know—that their saviors, their reinforcements,
were hazardous, could bring utter destruction to their allies.
She was supposedly on their side, but even the Imperial Army brass
treated her as a god of death. It was a battalion for war nuts by war nuts,
and they had arrived on the battlefield.
Slicing through the haze of clouds and gunsmoke, she bristles with
nerves. Major Tanya von Degurechaff, internally sick of this, externally
expressionless, is leading her response unit to the Rhine Air Defense
Identification Zone Sector D-5.
“Code confirmed. This is the 203rd Aerial Mage Battalion, call sign
Pixie. We’re en route. Arriving in 160 seconds.”
Tanya isn’t particularly keen on trench warfare. The only job I hate more
is turning on the charm for propaganda.
After all, now that I’ve been turned into a girl, I’m faced with this
annoying military framework where men are superior. Just the thought of
my promotions being blocked by an invisible glass ceiling is enough to
dampen any desire I might have to act all girlish for propaganda. Trench
warfare, on the other hand, is just too dangerous.
Apart from that, the Empire’s personnel system has adapted extremely
meritocratic principles for the war, in a way, so I’m more or less satisfied
with it.
So even though hugging every contour of the land to maintain the
lowest-possible altitude as she speeds toward the battlefield is dangerous,
she is satisfied because at least she’ll be valued.
That said, she’s in command of a mission to cross an area littered with
spent shells and assault the enemy artillery position with gunsmoke curling
high into the air. Even if it came with hazard and war zone pay, it didn’t feel
great.
“Troops, you’ll be performing supporting combat. Ready anti-surface
ordnance, diffusion explosion formulas, optical deception formulas, and
counter-bullet outer shells. Take on counter-air and -mage fights as you
like.” Gripping her rifle and computation orb tightly, Tanya gives the
necessary instructions in a matter-of-fact tone.
Supporting combat is actually a pain for commanders. Bombing the
wrong side is unforgivable. If we blow away our own troops, next will be a
shower of bullets from the firing positions on the ground, no question.
The trenches and positions are built in such a way as to limit damage,
but even so, nobody is happy to be blown up by accident. Only the USA is
allowed to accidentally bomb whatever the hell. That they somehow get
enough leeway to—oops—bomb the Chinese embassy in Belgrade makes
me jealous, in a way.
Setting those thoughts aside, the only viable option for this support
mission is to swoop in close to the enemy position and go to town. In that
case, the best plan is to maintain as high a speed and low an altitude as
possible and invade all at once in a sneak attack.
But that’s theory. The ones actually maintaining that speed and altitude
are already fed up. No one will tell you that flying fast near the ground is
comfortable.
Although this allowed me to escape the trouble surrounding the sinking
of the Commonwealth submarine, getting sent to the Rhine front was bad
luck.
“CP, this is Pixie. Send the target.”
“Roger, Pixie. Take out the enemy artillery emplacement pummeling G
and H Companies.”
“Understood. I’d like to request five minutes of supporting suppressive
fire starting now. We’ll get them during that time.”
Still, I’m glad that on this type of arena Tanya’s managed to retain the
measure of autonomy that naturally comes with being a Silver Wings
Assault Badge recipient. For starters, I can choose my targets freely.
And the rear base may not have been perfectly tidy, but it was way better
than getting all muddy, being ordered to defend a position, and ending up
the target of a barrage in the confusion.
The place just barely counts as a rear base, though. The meals aren’t the
standard portable trench rations but proper hot food. On top of that, if I may
broach an indelicate topic, the waste management situation is also better.
It’s only our first spring. If the air when I’m flying low reeks this badly, I
can only imagine they’re doing the exact opposite of what hygiene dictates.
As the cultured man with a commonsense grasp of hygiene I was before
trenches, becoming a little girl, and what have you, I can only say it’s a
difficult environment to withstand. It’s about as bad as being aboard a
submarine sinking into an out-of-order toilet.
Instead of that, I have work commensurate with my pay striking field
guns, with their feeble anti–air fire, from the sky.
And as long as there are no intercepting mages, we’ll just be duck
hunting. They’ll be great targets. I want to rack up as many
accomplishments as I can and fulfill the requirements for leave. I may be
here as punishment, but if nothing’s on paper, I must be allowed to exercise
my rights.
I want to hurry up and get transferred to the rear to find a safe post.
“Five minutes? That won’t even suppress the anti–air fire, much less the
artillery.”
After all, even a strike mission, which is comparatively safe for the front
line, forces you to run some pretty lousy risks.
For example, the observation squad is going out of their way—
volunteering—to support us. If the frontline observers are acting as guides
for us, that has to mean the situation is less than ideal. Usually, the
observers would be out there spotting impacts. If they have time to kill, it
must mean our side doesn’t have much artillery.
If we deploy our mage’s outer shells at full power and fly in anti-surface
assault formation, there’s no way we’ll get shot by our own, at least.
If by some miraculous chance we suffer direct hits, we should be able to
escape fatal injury thanks to the new orb model. More importantly, defense
from artillery is drilled into everyone in boot camp.
“That’s no problem. And don’t worry about us—keep firing after we go
in.”
After all, keeping an eye out overhead is the commander’s job in an antisurface
assault. Having one unit strike while another unit provides air cover
is a basic necessity in an air battle.
I’m sure I don’t need to explain that if I fly with direct support, the
danger of getting caught in a barrage lessens to an incredible degree. Plus, I
can finally increase my altitude. Escaping that sticky, thick air even feels a
little nice.
Anyhow, leaving the smell and the danger zone is enough to improve
Major von Degurechaff’s mood.
“Lieutenant Serebryakov, we’re getting five minutes of supporting fire.
After all the artillery shelling drills we did, I don’t believe there’s any
numbskulls in my battalion who would take a friendly shell to the head.”
“Understood.”
Frankly, it still feels weird to call my being “she,” but anyhow, this little
girl is wearing a rare smile. She pays no mind to the rather strained quality
of the reply and, noting that it’s time for work, cheerfully starts on an
upward trajectory. Since we’ll be attacking the ground, we don’t have to
climb to freezing cold temperatures—another plus.
As a result, Major Tanya von Degurechaff is decidedly chipper. Her
expression even relaxes into a grin.
And that scene is carved into the mind of the former soldier who was
there watching it. How many years has it been since the war? Yet his
memories of the time are still clear as day.
Pleasantly surprised by the news of reinforcements, we figured things
would work out somehow. That said, the threat level we were facing might
have dropped a bit, but lowering our guard as well would see us turned into
silent corpses.
So our company used the little extra time we’d been given wisely. The
dead were moved aside, and stretchers were prepared for the wounded. And
the machine guns had just worn out, so we arranged to swap in replacement
barrels. To our dismay, however, although they had plenty of the allimportant
barrels, apparently Logistics was too understaffed to deliver them
to the firing line in the middle of a large-scale battle.
When they told my team to send someone, I was called upon to settle
my tab from that ritual both traditional and sacred known as cards. In other
words, “You owe us!” Come to think of it, I think the cards hated me back
then. Or I just couldn’t see through the clever cheating of my company
mates. It pains me that now I have no way of knowing.
But at the time, those things weren’t even a dream in my mind as I set
off, grumbling and crawling to the base dugout. There I negotiated with the
formidable Logistics NCO and ended up stuck carrying the parts.
People tend to have this misunderstanding that it was safe in the rear, but
on the Rhine front at the time, safety was a fantasy.
The closest distance between firing lines was only a few dozen meters. I
wish I had been staring down the enemy in one of those. Since the trenches
were so close together, the risk of accidentally hitting friendlies was high,
so they couldn’t usually conduct bombardments.
Even if that wasn’t their situation, artillerymen apparently hated firing
into dangerous areas where they might lay waste to their own along with the
enemy. Whether Empire or Republic, we all had the common desire to
avoid blowing up our fellow troops.
Rather than drop high explosives on our own positions, shoot for the
enemy, even if you miss. It was common sense for both armies, so if you
watched out for snipers, land mines, and rifles on the forward-most line,
you weren’t likely to be an instant fatality.
But I should probably add that it wasn’t rare for artillery to mistake the
position of the front line or to have trouble telling friend from foe in the
confusion. I was once in a position nearly overrun by the Republican Army,
and I saw all the invading soldiers get wiped out in an instant by
Republican Army shells. Our respectful nomination of the enemy artillery
for the Field Artillery Badge made it into the official gazette as a bit of a
gag. We applaud the Republican artillery’s great demonstration of their
training and contribution to the imperial war cause.
That’s the kind of battlefield we were dealing with, but there was only
one reason the rear was considered the most dangerous place to be.
It’s the radios. Any strong waves that aren’t your own are obviously
enemy command or a base dugout. It doesn’t take even two days to crush a
newbie’s delusions of safety because of our sturdy underground
fortifications.
If you can’t achieve much firing on the front line, then aim a storm of
steel at the communications apparatus you can find, or so the thinking goes.
If heavy armor-piercing rounds hit, dugouts are practically meaningless.
You’re holed up in a cellar one minute, and then next, you’re being
plowed by artillery shells—the end. A suffocating death under a collapsed
trench would be dreadful. Nobody was eager to set foot in a radio dugout.
At the time, they were so dangerous it was taboo to keep the
communications base in the same dugout for more than forty-eight hours.
Nobody talked about it, but everyone avoided doing it.
The reason radios were brought to the front despite those conditions was
that we needed them. You can’t keep something as big as an army together
with semaphores and trumpets alone. Wireless technology has proved
effective amid the fog of war, so it’s no wonder armies continue to depend
on it even now.
And listening in on the flood of messages was second nature to not only
the radio operators but also the rumor-starved soldiers in the trenches.
That’s why I was keeping my ears open by habit and heard it. Something
so unbelievable I wondered if the fray had ruined my ears.
“There aren’t any numbskulls in my unit who would get hit by a friendly
shell. We need to prioritize keeping the enemy under control and holding
them back above all else.”
A commander asking for a bombardment to be shot over them? I was
about to shake my head, thinking there must have been some mistake, when
—
“CP to Pixie 01. These are high-explosive shells with fuses timed for air
bursts, you know!”
“Pixie 01, roger. That’s fine.”
Despite the static, I could tell she sounded cheerful. I’m still confident in
my hearing ability even at this age, but that time was the one occasion I
didn’t trust it.
She sounded so excited. Her tone was lighthearted, but her message was
disturbing. What I heard over the radio was definitely the voice of someone
having fun. She thought nothing of a direct hit from an air burst. She wasn’t
worried about shrapnel coming down like rain?
Without thinking, the NCO I didn’t even know and I looked at each
other. We had to make our artillerymen bombard our own mages? I couldn’t
believe it. If they hit them, there would be hell to pay. Even if they were
forgiven, they would have killed their own.
“…Is she serious?”
“She can’t be. Why do the mages listen to her?”
But either God is a piece of shit, or he has some farsighted design us
lambs can’t even begin to imagine. She was serious.
In the case of friendly fire, it was impossible to tell which emplacement
had hit the wrong target, so incidents were handled with silence. They were
unfortunate accidents, and no one said a word.
But it’s a different story if the artillery is executing an observed fire
mission on an area with our troops in it. Their reputation would be ruined.
No one would forgive firing on our own troops, even if it was an order.
“…Major, do you…?”
“Don’t worry about us. Continue the bombardment.”
Even more invigorated. It scared me that such good cheer was coming
over the radio. No, even now I’m not sure exactly what I was scared of.
The fear of being shelled for hours on end, holed up in a trench praying
to make it through. The terror and the urge to scream at the top of your
lungs, Just put me out of my misery! Only someone who has experienced
that horror can understand it. There was something strange about someone
who could laugh off the fear of a bombardment.
I wasn’t this scared even when the sniper was aiming at us. I was cold. It
felt like my body was frozen to the core. What the hell is this chill?
“Pixie 03 to Pixie 01! Detecting multiple mana signals! Two companysized
groups of enemy mages are on their way up! Time to contact is 600!”
I remember that the warning someone issued brought me back to myself.
And the radio operator frantically relayed the enemy info to other stations.
It was either just a new enemy unit or an intercepting unit. Even so, that
was daily life on the Rhine lines, so I felt a strange happiness at returning to
the normal from such an anomaly.
I remembered that I had to take the replacement parts and ammunition
and return to the firing line. I had to get back while the communication
trench was relatively tranquil. So it must have been about the time I thanked
the NCO, grabbed the stuff, and was about to set off running?
I definitely heard the click of a tongue and a sigh over the radio—the
same radio that cheerful voice had been coming from until a moment ago.
“First Company, prepare for counter-mage combat. Follow me. These
idiots don’t have an appointment, so we’re going to beat them back. The
rest of you, on the artillery. Finish that quick and join up with us.”
The spirit in her words was like a blizzard. You don’t know that spirits
can dwell in words? It’s a pretty well-known topic on the battlefield, but,
well, it’s probably better not to know. Maybe it’ll be easier to understand if
I say it was like the devil reading prophetic writings at random.
In other words, chaos.
“Pixie 01 to CP. We’ll meet the incoming enemy mages, but no changes
to the original plan. You don’t have to watch out for air combat.”
Normally, that would be condescending and overconfident. The ones
under that commander must have been unlucky. But when I replay the
memories in my mind, I can’t help but shout, You monster!
A hero, a star, an outstanding magic officer. You, ma’am, were a great
officer. To all of us imperial soldiers serving on the Rhine lines, you were a
god.
“A new commander with a lot of mana and not much else? She must
have a death wish.” Unfortunately, whoever uttered that comment is no
longer alive.
“Pixies…? I’m pretty sure I heard of them from some Great Army guys.
They said she was a god of death.”
The rumors from those guys who thought they knew a bit about Major
von Degurechaff were true. Yeah, she’s a god—an immensely powerful one
who presides over life and death.
“Things are getting fun now, troops. You’re having fun, right?”
Her words, brimming with a spine-chilling anger, swept over the area as
if she was planning to attract all the enemy hostility like moths to a flame.
Major von Degurechaff had bared her fangs. It invited a violent reaction.
The Republic wanted to hunt the devil. In other words, they devoted all
humanity’s wisdom to killing the god of death. Gods don’t die, but those of
us next to them?
…They were right to call her a god of death.
She killed the enemy, and the enemy killed our men. Then the noble
major, with a glance at all the dead in the mud, took her leave.
Fucking hell.
FEBRUARY 24, UNIFIED YEAR 1925, THE SUBURBS OF
BERUN, IMPERIAL ARMY MILITARY COURT
Tanya would tell you that an army, at the end of the day, is a state’s
instrument of violence. No matter what rhetorical flourishes are employed,
its fundamental nature doesn’t change. Those who get indignant and ask,
What do you mean, “instrument of violence”? either don’t understand the
military or do understand voters, one or the other.
Either way, regardless of the definition, the army must be controlled.
Thus, regardless of how trustworthy those making up the organization are,
they must be put on a leash.
The emperor’s army, protectors of the Empire, vanguard of the people,
shield of the nation… Even the Imperial Army, showered with such praise,
is no exception.
Imperial subjects are proud of their soldiers. That’s why deviating from
that ideal inspires such reproach.
The imperial military, as one of its standards, desires all officers and
men to be model citizens. These expectations apply across the board, even
to lowly privates.
A natural consequence of this is that proper conduct is demanded of
honorable officers with special emphasis. In a way, during peacetime it’s
even more important than your caliber as a soldier. As a result, the military
authorities have a maniacal love for rules, meaning they have a courtmartial
waiting for you if you break one.
As a class in society, military officers are ashamed of being courtmartialed.
But that’s during peacetime. The peaceful era of prioritizing
honor and worshipping causes is over.
Now we’re at war. The matters dealt with in military courts, too, become
issues of whether you unflinchingly carried out your duty or not.
So according to military logic, it’s difficult to overlook that this was an
officer just doing their duty who got mixed up in an international political
deal brought about by improperly maintained legislation.
On the other hand, in a foreign affairs sense…a few of the high-ranking
officers and most of the diplomats are pulling their hair out. “Please
consider the politics!” they demand. “You intend to make an officer who
did her duty a scapegoat?” comes the retort. The combination of these
viewpoints makes for a volatile courtroom atmosphere.
There we find the governance of a trial according to law.
“Major von Degurechaff, this court is dismissing your case.” The legal
specialist acting as the judge stands and reads the decision, amid a forest of
thorns formed from the gazes of uniforms and suits alike.
They’re throwing out my case. Which is to say, this compromise lets
them avoid having to reject the claim by saying there’s no reason to make
one; they’re getting around making a judicial call by saying that the case
doesn’t technically meet the criteria to be considered.
The acting judge can do nothing but read the paper in his hands with an
expression like a Françoisman who has been served the best Albion cuisine
in the world three nights in a row. They need to save face on both sides, but
if the positions are in marked contradiction, sublation is the answer. In other
words, shelving the case is the only choice.
“The attack on and sinking of the neutral country’s vessel was an
unfortunate accident.”
But by adding that extra bit at the end, he is able to express his regret
about the affair. It’s clear to all seated in the courtroom that the presiding
legal officer inserted the line to absorb some of the shock.
To Tanya, this is the reconciliation she was expecting. She knows that
someone who is faithful to the logic of the organization is in no danger of
being disciplined unless they do something to harm the whole.
And the group from the Foreign Office had been prepared for that
decision as well. They went in with the gloomy thought that the army would
probably not give them the decision they wanted, but they understood. Not
that understanding does anything to soften the looks they’re sending
Tanya’s way from their seats in the gallery, fists clenched.
Meanwhile, as Tanya, I feel that receiving these murderous stares as if
she’s killed their parents was rather unfair. Of course, I understand what the
Foreign Office guys think. They very badly want a scapegoat to appease
public opinion in the Commonwealth.
For better or worse because the Foreign Office types value the entire
state, they apparently don’t consider an individual’s interests with the same
framework as the national concerns.
Well, that’s annoying. Tanya wants to sigh, but seeing as they are already
seething internally, she figures keeping her mouth shut is the smarter plan
and remains silent.
“It is a grave truth that international relations have been harmed by this
accident, but in light of both precedent and laws and regulations, although it
is our moral obligation to debate Major von Degurechaff’s negligence, we
find that in terms of legal authority, the matter lies outside our jurisdiction.”
The statement he reads is, in a way, declaring an ambiguous position.
While speaking of moral obligation and whatnot, they indicate, in a
roundabout way, that they intend to evade responsibility via the
bureaucratic reply that the matter doesn’t fall under their legal authority.
That said, Tanya’s not the only one who can understand that to not judge
her means the same thing as to not blame her.
“In addition, having taken into account the lawful nature of the mandate
Major von Degurechaff was given, we acknowledge that at the time she had
very little room for discretion and that she acted in faithful accordance with
her orders. In any event, however, we dismiss the case.”
But it seems like the General Staff or someone at the top put pressure on
them. Even to Tanya, that last bit on the conclusion was a strangely
favorable addition.
She grins. Without realizing it, her glossy lips have twisted into a faint
smile. With this, she is as good as innocent.
But in the courtroom, the only one looking so cheerful is the girl at the
center of it all. Among a majority of people who are willfully suppressing
their expressions, the smiling defendant can’t help but draw attention—all
the more so because the happy face belongs to Major von Degurechaff, who
is rumored to have rather emotionless features.
“For the aforementioned reasons, we lift Major von Degurechaff’s
detention order.”
All those involved think it best not to mention that she wasn’t ever under
one.
That said, confronted with her smile, many of the attendees fret and
wonder if this was really the right thing to do. But the decision has already
been made. And the superior mage the front lines want so badly will be
released from custody…exactly as the General Staff expected.
The Rhine lines call for urgency. Having a usable mage detained due to
a political issue would be intolerable.
They can prioritize the allotment of shells and other supplies to the
Great Army but not mages?
If they could fight the war like that, then no one would have to worry.
Give us more mages! Even just one more! When wailing entreaties like that
are coming in from the front lines, the General Staff don’t have the
resources—anywhere—to let a decorated Named just loaf around. And how
would they? If they had such resources, the war would surely have been
decided a long time ago.
We need her on the Rhine. It can’t be helped. For those sorts of reasons
alone, the matter was decided from the start. Well, no, if she had actually
been negligent, things might have been different.
Those are the only reasons. She’s proud and visibly relieved that her
previous judgment has proven correct.
According to the rules of military and international law, I threatened a
submarine of unknown nationality that was either violating or deviating
from established standards. Though unfortunate, the accident was caused by
warning shots fired according to procedures that were not created with
submarines in mind.
If there had been even one mistake in execution, the diplomats probably
could have gotten the heavy punishment they wanted so much. But when
there wasn’t a single error? That’s right—if there are no grounds for a
sacrifice, what do you think will happen?
If they were going to force through disciplinary action on me under
these circumstances, this would turn into a scandal involving everyone from
the Ministry of the Interior and the people from the army and navy who
drafted the rules to members of the Foreign Office. My most significant
military achievement has been to complicate things.
I’m a promising mage and a recipient of the Silver Wings Assault Badge.
In other words, they can’t afford to cut me off. And Tanya’s analysis is
correct.
The army’s Railroad Department, the Service Corps, Operations in the
General Staff, and even the Technology Division had been putting pressure,
albeit informally, on the legal officers. The person in charge of practical
matters in each department had gone directly and hinted that they were
deeply concerned that an outstanding officer’s reputation might be ruined. It
was probably so much pressure it gave the legal officers stomachaches.
I’m so important that multiple departments came together to protect me.
Not that anyone made direct threats, but the expectations multiple military
organizations have for me put an awful lot of pressure on the legal officers
not to disappoint them.
So the legal specialists’ hard-won achievement was showing that they
were ready to court-martial me and deliberate. I can say that’s a job well
done.
But that’s only an internal matter. Someone within the organization may
have resisted, but to an outsider, the end result wouldn’t look any different.
Of course, in terms of international law, the matter between the Empire
and the Commonwealth is officially settled. It was an unfortunate accident.
The deal is that the Empire expresses their regret, the Commonwealth
makes an announcement to the effect that they hope this will be prevented
going forward, and there ensues some finger-pointing where each lays most
of the blame on the other.
But that’s between diplomats. I highly doubt the people will accept that
just because the government does. The Commonwealth’s public is furious
that one of their warships was sunk and people died as a result; they have
no reason to bury the hatchet so easily.
…On top of that, and I’ll say it without mincing words, Commonwealth
authorities are happily inciting such opinions.
The atrocious Imperial Army.
For someone who knows their geopolitics, their actions are actually
natural. It’s obvious what would happen if the Empire defeated all its
opposition on the continent. Having to face one giant country would have to
be a nightmare. So if the people aren’t on board with fighting the war,
there’s nothing strange about the authorities starting to stir them up.
Into that situation comes an event, an unfortunate accident, perfect for
propaganda. No matter how dirty it is, they’ll shout their anti-Empire views
endlessly. And reading the complicated legal details of the discussion in the
paper is too much trouble.
Officially, of course, both countries declare it an accident and speak of it
as an unfortunate misunderstanding.
The official line from both sides is that the Commonwealth submarine’s
communications and navigation equipment were malfunctioning from the
start and had broken down, so the sub lost its way in imperial waters, was
unable to pick up the radio contact from the imperial mage unit on guard in
the area, and began a training dive as part of its scheduled exercise. Then,
as a result of warning shots fired according to the law of war, a high level of
water pressure was applied to the hull of the submarine. About to be
crushed, it performed an emergency blow.
Then both sides, implying that the other is to blame, deliver the
ambiguous conclusion that as a result of lifesaving operations performed by
the imperial mages, many injured crew members were treated at an imperial
hospital, but for those with serious injuries, the rescue was in vain, and they
perished. It is also confirmed that the emergency mechanisms didn’t
function in time and the submarine sank due to flooding. Additionally, both
countries agree that the loss of life is regrettable and that there will need to
be discussions about how to prevent similar accidents going forward.
So according to that story, it was more of a shipwreck than a sinking by
attack. What that means politically is that both sides admit to mistakes, but
they agree to look together for a way to prevent future accidents.
But if the Commonwealth wanted to, it could paint a very simple
picture.
Empire Sinks Commonwealth Vessel
That would prime their public more than enough. It’d be like pouring
gasoline on an already smoking fire. That’s precisely why the Empire’s
Foreign Office is so anxious to avoid any further deterioration of the
situation.
No, to be more precise, everyone knows. Everyone knows that at this
stage, the world is asking whether the other powers will allow the Empire to
be the sole winner and invite the birth of a hegemonic state or intervene to
stop that from happening in the interest of balancing the powers.
So this is an excuse. Nothing more, nothing less. In reality, everyone has
braced themselves. If you have commonsense powers of judgment, it’s
plain to see.
The policy makers in both the Empire and the Commonwealth are aware
that the clash between the two countries is only a matter of time.
As such, the handling of Major von Degurechaff, one little magic
officer, is not top priority.
Basically, it’s politics. But it’s also true that as a result of all this, her
presence is a bit complicated. So being sent to the Rhine is understandable.
In one respect, this is where Major Generals von Zettour and von
Rudersdorf were pushing to put her anyhow, so it can be done now without
any awkwardness.
The General Staff is sending me and expecting results. The diplomats
expect me not to cause any more issues. If possible, they’d like me to die
out there. Then the legal specialists can escape this pain in the neck.
Anyhow, now that everyone and his brother wanted to send her and her
troops west, the Devil of the Rhine sneered.
And the situation on those lines became even more hellish.
APRIL 5, UNIFIED YEAR 1925, THE RHINE LINES
Life with shells from breakfast through brunch. Waking up to find your
friend who was sleeping right next to you dead is a rarity that happens all
the time in service on the forward-most line. If you relax in the trenches,
you get burned. That’s why you have to smile, keep your mind sound, and
watch out for your health. They say you can’t fight a war with a smile, but
wars without smiles are dangerous.
If the troops lose the ability to smile, that’s a bad sign. Times like those,
you need to make sure they aren’t drinking too much. If you don’t want to
get sniped at, you have to give up cigarettes.
As that thought occurs to her, Tanya realizes with a start that she’d like
to give herself a pat on the back for not wanting to drink even though
they’ve confiscated so much alcohol. The only ones in the battalion who are
getting enough drink and tobacco despite no rations are me and Lieutenant
Serebryakov. Someone must care about us; we even get playing cards and
candy.
Cocking her head, wondering whether girls are unexpectedly more
suited to this type of warfare, Tanya is once again forcibly reminded how
harsh life is in the trenches. Even the soldiers most loyal to their nations
might turn traitorous if cards, one of their sole leisure activities, were taken
away. There are tens of thousands stationed on the front lines in this delicate
mental state.
Even on the most peaceful day in those trenches, the weather is rainy
with a chance of shells. Apart from when we deal with snipers and
harassing fire, we can just lie around in the damp and the mud, but we’re
probably only able to get away with that because mages are so scarce.
Mages have leeway to take a quick break in the rear and get cleaned up.
We’re worked that much harder when we get back, though, of course.
On sunny days, vision is good, and we fight huge, fierce battles where
blood demands blood. In this world, the number of shells flying around has
reached the point where a single division consumes one thousand tons in a
day. How could they say, Artillery plows and the infantry advances? Sure,
it’s half-true, but we can’t advance.
Anyhow, both matériel and men are being used as if they are worthless,
and when Tanya steps back and thinks about it, it’s unusual; the more she
thinks about it, the more she wants to frown. It’s such a huge waste that she
can’t imagine a bigger one. Even I think human assets should be better
taken care of.
Once the troops receive their red slips and get called up, it costs money
to train, outfit, and feed them, but here’s this war where we’re going
through them like they’re sold at bulk discount. Our meetings may not be
with stockholders, but it’s a wonder we don’t get criticized.
We’re firing with such wild abandon I want to grill them for about an
hour to see how much kickback they’re getting from Grupper for these
shells.
Tanya doesn’t doubt the importance of a curtain of fire. Of course, she
understands that without the views of her esteemed superiors.
But she has told them they should at least cut costs. The rear is such a
mess that she has to sincerely wonder why there need to be seven or eight
different standards for railway guns alone.
Never mind the 20 cm guns and whatnot. Why does there have to be so
much variety among 80 cm railway guns used by thousands of men? As
someone with rotten experiences with an engineer, I suspect the imperial
engineers just made them because they wanted to. I wouldn’t put it past
them.
Still, shouldn’t they be at least a tiny bit interested in mass production?
Anyhow, faced with this scene, I can see why the military-industrial
complex prefers war.
So that’s why Japan was booming during World War I. Ditto regarding
“special procurement” during the Korean War.
There’s no way sales don’t climb when you have consumers plowing
through supplies at this tremendous rate. It’s a perfect example of supply
and demand. The market is so attractive it almost makes me want to start up
a private military company.
Ah, the heartlessness. If they’re going to waste us like this, they should
at least raise our wages. They have the money to shoot these shells at the
Republic like so much water, and those cost who knows how much a pop.
They should give some thought to employee welfare. I’d like to receive more
than just candy and snacks.
Tanya is lost in these utterly normal thoughts for an employee to have
when Lieutenant Serebryakov interrupts her with an administrative notice.
“Major, we’ve received word that the fresh mages have arrived at group
command. They say they’d like you to stop by to see about them…”
“Fresh mages? …Even if I wanted to replenish the battalion, we haven’t
lost anyone.” Zero casualties. Tanya intends to be performing the most costeffective
management on the insane Rhine front, so she doesn’t understand
the relationship between her battalion and new recruits. “Are you sure they
weren’t stationed here by accident? Or did the message go to the wrong
person?”
“Though it’s presumptuous, I did, er, check myself…and there’s no
mistake, ma’am.”
I’m confused. I didn’t even request any replacements. But Lieutenant
Serebryakov says she didn’t mishear, that she confirmed there is no
misunderstanding. So Tanya has to think. Her adjutant understands that a
battalion with no casualties doesn’t require replacements. Command
understands this logic even better than Serebryakov, so it couldn’t be them.
On top of that, the battalion is already an augmented battalion. For a unit
under a major’s command, that’s about as big as they get. And it’s difficult
to imagine being promoted and receiving new personnel so suddenly under
these circumstances.
The only logical inference to make is that we’re in for some trouble.
Why? I’m such good person, cost conscious, and a stickler for
compliance. If Fate exists, I can guarantee she’s a jerk. Well, she’s probably
in league with Being X.
“Uh, this isn’t for sure…it’s only a rumor…but I heard Command might
want us to act as an instructor unit.”
“What? And where did you hear that?”
“Well, a classmate from the Cadet Corps is attached to Command as an
observer on the Rhine. She’s in a different sector, but…in a personal letter,
she said, ‘I heard you’re going to be a teacher. Nice work.’”
Hearing this plausible rumor through a random personal connection,
Tanya finds herself asking for clarification.
“Lieutenant, your friend’s ears are a little too sharp. Not that it’s
anything to be upset about.”
The duty to instruct recruits who aren’t used to the battlefield yet… It’s
a bit late, but someone must have noticed the rate at which new troops fall.
That’s all well and good, but how did they conclude that we should be the
instructors?
“But an instructor unit? If that’s true… No, with the war going as it is, I
doubt they’ll have us fall back to the rear. So they’re telling us to train
rookies at the front?”
One of my men snorts as if he can’t believe it. Exactly. Fresh recruits on
a battlefield are deadweight that can’t even be used to deflect incoming
rounds. Honestly, they should be hauled off somewhere else.
I don’t want anyone in my way, and yet they assign me recruits to train?
Frankly, I want to scream at them to come over to the front and see for
themselves whether that is even possible.
But just as I’m thinking that, First Lieutenant Weiss yells it himself.
“Unbelievable. I guess they think we can babysit while fighting a war!”
They all start shouting with no way to vent their indignation. Well,
they’re honest guys. And as one who’s spent time shivering in a trench, I
can sympathize.
“So we’re supposed to keep the shells off them? Have you ever heard
something so stupid?”
“Well, umm, everyone was a new recruit once…”
Still, Lieutenant Serebryakov’s cautiously stated comment is correct.
Watching after panicking newbies is a bona fide pain in the ass, but we
were all new once. Going a step further, Tanya’s already fought on the
Rhine while babysitting once before.
Maybe it’s because she has that experience that the brass is pushing it on
her again.
“Yeah, it’s true. I taught you on the Rhine, Lieutenant.”
“Yes, Major, I’ve come this far thanks to you.”
Considering that, contrary to my expectations, I managed to find a
useful subordinate, maybe we just have to do our best and see if we can dig
up someone good.
“This might be rude, but the major’s training seemed pretty harsh. I
can’t believe you…”
“What’s that, Lieutenant Weiss? If you have something to say, go ahead
and say it.”
“Never mind—excuse me!”
From the looks on my bickering subordinates’ faces, it seems like they’ll
take care of the recruits. And it’s an order, after all. Tanya unwillingly
braces herself. Resigned, she has to force herself to accept the task.
The reason she still can’t think positive is that she knows reality.
They’re throwing new recruits into a world where you’ll go crazy if you
can’t endure the misery of suppressive shellfire. She’ll want to pull her hair
out the day an untrained newbie makes a scene in the trenches or the
lodgings at base. At least if it’s at the base, she can shove them on the
medical staff in the rear, but if they panic on the front lines, we won’t have
time for that. I won’t know what to do.
More importantly, panic is contagious. If one handsome newbie’s face
crumples into a teary mess, and then the brave ones who’ve been enduring
everything start making a fuss, I won’t be able to control it. If someone
pukes everywhere, it’ll start an unacceptable chain of nausea for everyone.
In a worst-case scenario, I’ll have no choice but to produce silence with a
shovel.
Shovels are fantastic for rookie education—we can bury their waste
products, shut them up, and, if necessary, bury them as well. They’re useful
no matter where you are—trench, base, or graveyard.
“Well, that’s fine. Gentlemen, if that’s our duty, we have no choice but
to do it.” That said, orders are orders, and it’s not as if this one has been
issued yet. It’s important to confirm these things. “Anyhow, first let’s
inquire with Command. If it’s the truth, it’ll be tough, but we’ll just have to
do it. We’ll give it our all!”
If I ask for confirmation on the rumor, I’ll learn whether I want to do
this or not. If it’s true that we’ll be rearing greenhorns, then we’ll have to do
it in a way that doesn’t break our backs. Tanya braces herself. We can’t be
expected to hold their hands every step of the way.
Of course, I know that wasting precious human resources is a folly to be
avoided. Which is also why I think I’d like to do this only as long as it
doesn’t put too much of a burden on me.
“This is Major von Degurechaff. About the new mages…”
So Tanya hazards a simple guess and receives confirmation right away.
In a nutshell, the mission we’ve been given is to break the newbies in.
From the phone conversation, Tanya makes a fairly certain guess that her
unit will be training them.
Then the first thing to do is have them observe the firing line as soon as
possible. I’ll just be glad that the battalion shouldn’t get thrown into
anywhere actually dangerous.
The front lines will teach them reality far better than a million words of
explanation. Apparently, my troops agree.
All right, I need to plan a training schedule is what I should have been
thinking.
Yes, what I should have been thinking.
“Gentlemen, welcome to the Rhine front!”
The fresh recruits were sent over more efficiently than I expected. Tanya
was thoroughly at a loss as she gave them a word of welcome. When
Command does something promptly, things are not normal. It’s an anomaly,
and you need to prepare yourself for the worst.
In the army, not having to worry about Command’s mess of
administrative procedures is the kind of aberration that should put you on
guard. Supplies get held up, reinforcements are delayed, but they’ll send
trouble over right away. In other words, Command being efficient is bad
news.
Which is why even Tanya wants to rip her hair out over the group of
newbies they’ve pushed on her. Even though she knows it isn’t becoming,
she gets cranky and frowns.
She braced herself, but…why are these replacement personnel so utterly
green? Lieutenant Weiss and the others all groan as they look over the
careers of the recruits they’ve been assigned.
They aren’t here for retraining or changing arms—they’re literally a slab
of fresh newbie meat. We’re being given raw recruits, whose only use is
fodder for the meat grinder, and being told, Don’t mince them! Evolve them
into fighting chunks of steak!
“I’m your instructor, Magic Major von Degurechaff.”
If this was what was going to happen I should have never gotten
assigned to the instructor unit at Central. Tech Research wasn’t a proper
workplace, either, and the Elinium Type 95 is one more reason my head
hurts. I guess I haven’t been able to take proper advantage of my promotion
opportunities. I just end up with more and more unfortunate connections.
Tanya can’t help but lament her circumstances.
“As you know, the Rhine is hell. It’s a graveyard, so to speak.”
She smiles weakly, thinking how it won’t do for all the fresh meat to
drop like flies, and describes the battlefield to them in frank terms as a
warning. It would be better if they had received a little more training that’s
actually useful for their situation; soldiers who don’t understand are
deadweight. Then again, on second thought, that’s exactly why someone
thought of making them a proper fighting force with this training mission.
“To break it down further, this is the wonderful Rhine front, where the
Republican Army will throw periodic welcome parties for any useless
bodies who deserve to be disposed of, and you can get promoted two ranks
in no time at all.”
Still, the high rate of attrition on the Rhine lines can only be lamented.
It’s a fundamental problem. I’m only a major, but all the superior officers
here when I arrived were busy getting their posthumous double promotions
or, if they were lucky, getting transferred or sent to the rear.
Before I knew it, as a major, I was closer to the top of the command
structure than the bottom.
Oh, competition is so fierce in the Rhine lines labor market it’ll make
you pale. What would Darwin say if he saw this? Is this the ultimate
progression of the theory of evolution? Or is it a desolate place where the
theory of evolution breaks down? It’s definitely a fascinating question.
“So anyone who wants to be a hero should go play with some snipers.”
Any time you spend talking to idiots who don’t listen is for nothing, and
having them hang around using supplies is a waste.
The best thing they can do is go make an enemy sniper use up a bullet. If
I can get rid of idiots and tire out enemy snipers at the same time, it’s not a
bad deal.
“The rest of you. Do your best not to get in the way.”
Well, if they follow instructions they should at least be able to act as
bullet repellant.
“Okay, gentlemen, we’ll probably only be together a short while, but
let’s all get along.”
Guess that’s about it. Now then, time to work as much as I get paid to.
Shovels are great. Shovels are the quintessence of civilization.
With a shovel, you can dig a hole just deep enough to hide yourself. Or
if you gather a bunch of people with them, you can dig a fine trench.
If you change your viewpoint just a little, you can even dig a tunnel. You
can smash a sturdy enemy trench with mining tactics (not that they get used
often).
A shovel is a good friend to any and every type of soldier. And a shovel
is the best gear for a close-quarters fight in a trench.
Longer than a bayonet, simpler to handle than a rifle, sturdier than any
other tool. Not only that, but they are extremely cheap to make, so they’re
perfect for mass-producing. Plus, I don’t have to worry much about
damaging my mind.
This is it, the ideal piece of equipment. This is the point humanity was
meant to reach. Civilization has developed the shovel as its implement.
Above all, it doesn’t rely on magic, so it’s optimal for stealth kills. With
a shovel, it’s possible to educate numbskulls who are dependent on magic
scanning— Klang! We can say it’s an indispensable item for nighttime
raids. Of course, it’s an excellent general-purpose tool at any time of day.
“The shovel is truly an implement born of civilization,” Tanya murmurs,
leading a unit to wish good evening to the enemy with their shovels. On this
nighttime outing, they get all muddy as they crawl over the ground on their
bellies. Her objective is clear—it’s part of the new recruit education she has
undertaken.
Tanya has no problem forcing them to wriggle through this morass if she
can beat into them that the only ones who can dress nicely on the Rhine are
dumbasses or corpses of heroes being sent to the rear. She doesn’t want to,
but when it’s an order, she has no choice. And so, she’s reluctantly crawling
at the head of the group, biting her lip.
If it were possible, she would want to go back this instant, but she’s
advancing across no-man’s-land. Since the snipers have given up their day
off and are going for the perfect attendance award, she and her troop, clad
in the gray camouflage of the trench dress code, drag themselves inch by
inch toward the enemy camp.
Sneaking forward, jumpy as a mouse, with a heavy steel helmet on your
head is the height of humiliation. What torture that we can do nothing but
sneak like this covered in mud! This place is utterly insanitary; the putrid
reek of the unrecovered corpses of both sides has completely numbed my
nose. Agh, how extraordinarily disgusting! Though conditions are severe
enough that I lament as such, work is work. I curse the fruitlessness of this
3D (dirty, dangerous, and demeaning) labor from the bottom of my heart.
…Why are the higher-ups always asking for the impossible?
To find out how all this started, we have to go back several hours to the
beginning.
Whether you see it as a comedy or a tragedy will depend on your point
of view. The incident does, however, become the momentum for marked
improvements in the Imperial Army’s chain of command and
communications channels.
“I’d like to hear your opinion on improving field battle capabilities.”
The Operations staffer attached to Command who had come to visit Tanya
that day handed her a circulating notice. On it were the loss rates of new
soldiers stationed on the Rhine lines as replacements, separated by arm of
service. What jumped out at her when she scanned the page was how high
the numbers were. You could say the Empire’s new soldiers were literally
dropping like flies.
As a frontline officer, she put the notice on her desk and sat down with a
sigh. These are what the rates will be if you have to deploy new recruits
with not enough training or experience.
“If I may be blunt, this is surely due to insufficient training and
accelerated education. I should think that instead of learning how to march
in formation, they need to be trained how to lie in a trench. Aside from that,
perhaps they should also be baptized in the most difficult parts of trench
warfare under conditions that minimize casualties.”
“They certainly have a ways to go to be useful, but…we can’t very well
stand them up in front of the machine guns, either.”
Seeing the important colonel sigh, bring his coffee to his lips, and
grimace, Tanya’s face stiffened. On the forward-most line, there’s no way to
provide adequate hospitality. She had given Lieutenant Serebryakov strict
orders to make it the best cup of coffee she could, but there probably hadn’t
been enough fuel to boil the chalk out. The colonel had drunk some, so she
did, too, but it tasted awfully tainted.
“…You don’t like it, sir?”
That said, she showed him what it was like on the front lines by
implying that that’s just how it tastes there.
“I don’t mean to nag you about conditions on the front, but…this is
horrible. It reminds me of the dining room at the central General Staff
Office.”
“They must have better luck with water there, though. This is the firing
line,” Tanya murmured, staring sadly into her butchered coffee, oozing a bit
of helplessness. Even the taste of these luxury items wasn’t the same on the
front. They were in another world, removed from daily civilian life. It
would be no easy task to throw in new recruits with only accelerated
training and get them acclimated.
“You’re saying we should give them a taste of this experience in the
rear?”
“If possible, they should be informed of the realities of the trenches so
as to shatter their illusions about war. The numbskulls who want to be
heroes end up killing not only themselves but their fellow soldiers.”
The newbies who try to pull off heroics in the trenches really are
numbskulls. If one of them succumbs to the rush of adrenaline and does
something reckless or makes a futile charge, at least the damage can be
minimized to affect just him, but oftentimes they have the nerve to involve
others.
On top of that, though you can’t really blame them for a physiological
phenomenon, I’m also really sick of them polluting the trenches with all
varieties of incontinence and creating hotbeds for every type of infectious
disease.
“That’s why, with these young ones, I just…” Tanya groaned, burying
her head in her hands. “…Hmm? What was that, sir?”
“Oh, I just thought it was strange, given how young you are, Major.”
“The one with infant military careers are useless. Of course, I’m sure it’s
a different story if they can manage to survive two months on the Rhine.”
“Ahh, no…uh, forget I said anything. Let’s get back to the topic at
hand.”
I wasn’t really sure why the colonel was mincing words. The whims of
superior officers don’t always make sense. Tanya politely did as she was
told and switched to their main topic without asking anything further.
Tanya’s age might be strange from an objective perspective, but
subjectively, she could only think of years of service, similar to the way
someone would say how long they’d been working at a company.
“Yes, sir. At present, we can’t hope for large-scale mobile battles. All we
can have them do is hole up in the trenches and maybe shoot their guns.”
Anyhow, Tanya’s idea about the loss rates, that they would improve a bit
once the soldiers acclimated, was a violently realistic one—i.e., that’s just
how it goes in total war, where you’re in a competition to literally grind up
human resources. Even if it made sense to be concerned about high losses,
she thinks they’re overly worried about the effect such losses might have on
the lines. To Tanya, you can afford to overlook losses that aren’t big enough
to affect the ability of the organization to continue fighting.
To put it another way, if they were dropping as fast as they were in All
Quiet on the Western Front, things would be pretty much like the title of the
movie—all quiet.
Even if divisions attacked by night, like in the Russo-Japanese War, it
would be a cinch to repel them with machine guns and mage support. Well,
we would have to be practical and expect casualties within some
permissible range, since the newbies would still be learning the ropes.
After all, I wasn’t the one who’d be dying. Not that I wanted them to die
if we could help it.
“Indeed. It is difficult to imagine a large-scale mobile battle breaking
out. You’re probably correct that we should focus our instruction on other
areas, but…”
Ultimately, the colonel didn’t say anything that negated what Tanya had
said.
What came through in his anguished reply were the emotions he
couldn’t shake, the feeling of wrongness and hatred for this way of fighting
that involved sending so many young to die.
“…neither can we ignore the damage being done in these smaller
engagements. The problem is that even if the losses are small, they pile up.
Worst of all, morale will start to flag.”
“But if an engagement is small, it shouldn’t be resulting in too many
losses.”
Wait a minute. Tanya seemed to be the only one present who thought
those losses were within the permissible range. Compared to the rate of
casualties in World War I, these little scuffles were adorable. But a normal
person wouldn’t usually use deaths in World War I as the yardstick even if
they were aware of it, and if they weren’t, they would undoubtedly shiver at
the inconceivable numbers.
“At most, a harassing raid would only kill the ones who would die
anyhow, so that doesn’t seem like such a big deal.”
A serious raid would be too high risk, so the most the enemy can do is
take a company of infantry for a sneak attack. The limit for mages would be
a battalion-sized harassing attack. If that’s all, the casualties the imperial
side could expect wouldn’t be unsuitably high.
Speaking in extremes, of course. With that thought, Tanya drained her
awful coffee and reached for a mint candy as a palate cleanser.
The large gap in experience between veterans and newbies can only be
explained by how much actual combat they’ve been through. My unit’s rate
of loss was far and away the lowest, but the replacements from other units
were starting to get injured, albeit gradually. The soldiers who got their first
taste of combat in the easy Dacian War were lucky. If your first time is this
rough, it must take a long time to get used to it.
“Major von Degurechaff, don’t you think with your instruction and
direction the loss rate could be lowered?”
“If you order me to do it, I’ll do my utmost, but ultimately our only
option for these first-time combatants is to teach them step-by-step.”
On a battlefield with snipers, pointing at a moron who got shot is far
more persuasive than telling them, Don’t stick your head out! While
trenches diminish the effectiveness of field guns, concentrated fire from
large-caliber heavy artillery reduces even reinforced concrete to rubble, so
don’t all hide in the same place! They’ll understand well enough if you
make them recover the bodies of the poor radio operators who suffocated
when they were buried alive in a pillbox.
Take writing the alphabet, for example. If you don’t go A-B-C step-bystep
and actually teach how to write it, there’s no point. When that occurred
to her, Tanya realized her battalion still hadn’t experienced some things on
the Rhine, either.
The obstacle of trenches certainly changed the way night battles were
fought. They changed the way guard duty was performed as well, and the
replacement troops were definitely not used to it. Newbies and veterans
alike had to deal with warnings being given at the drop of a hat. And maybe
this was compounded by the mages not having much opportunity to be in
the trenches during the day.
“That said, it seems to be as you say. From what I’ve seen, I agree that
we should be able to improve a bit more,” said Tanya upon reflection.
In other words, she needed to educate the fresh recruits under the
assumption they were unfamiliar with the trenches. The change in
environment and premises requires retraining.
“Yes, that’s right. Their combat in environments where they can’t rely
on magic is particularly unbearable to watch.”
Tanya nodded in response to the colonel’s observation. The mages were
trained under the assumption they’d be deploying both protective films and
defensive shells, so they really did suck at stealth combat. The shameful
sight of newbies unconsciously protecting themselves and then getting
targeted by the enemy annoyed her.
“It’s true that even though they’re under strict orders not to use magic in
the trenches, there are too many examples of people leaking signals without
realizing and getting picked up by the enemy.”
Having said that, it really started to hit home. Oh, right, there was also
an incident where a whole unit got blown away because some numbskull
gave away their position while they were getting ready…
There had been an inquiry, but did anyone attempt to reevaluate
replacement training as a result? Aha, it really is an issue when one person’s
mistake multiplies the damage. Having jumped to that conclusion through
logic incomprehensible to others, she was touched, thinking it was good
that the higher-ups cared about improving the situation.
“You’re worried about even the small-scale battles with recruits this
under-trained?”
Right, Heinrich’s Law. There is always the risk that letting small errors
go will lead to getting majorly burned. And Murphy’s Law teaches us about
the dangers of ignoring the possibility of failure. Humans are numbskulls. If
there is a way to fail, someone will figure out how to do it at some point.
In that case… Tanya, shocked at her own pride, felt her heart stop. The
higher-ups must be apprehensive about the shaky new recruits not for some
baseless reason but because they’ve discovered some risk that officers
across the front have been carelessly overlooking.
How perceptive. I need to hand it to them, from an HR perspective.
There’s no guarantee that these issues won’t worsen if things develop into a
massive battle, so if there are even small ways to improve, we have to work
at them.
“That’s exactly the issue. Large-scale engagements notwithstanding,
these smaller skirmishes…”
Even if the current assumption is that a large-scale battle won’t break
out… The Operations staffer emphasized that even the present human losses
couldn’t be ignored and felt (as a decent person would) that this level of
harm, this mass production of corpses, was wrong somehow.
Meanwhile, Tanya nodded—quite right—at everything the colonel said
but nevertheless took no particular issue with the losses as such. Rather, she
thought the biggest problem was that many of their units were inferior due
to being formed mainly with replacements.
Certainly, even if the chance of a large-scale fight was negligible, they
were currently leaving open the possibility of failure and piling up small
errors.
Actually, after having this pointed out to her, her most serious concern
was the very real (if sporadic) instances where one person’s error had
caused catastrophic damage—too much. She worried that newbies who
couldn’t function without relying on magic could be a major component of
failure on a high-risk mission.
“You were on an operation in Norden where you couldn’t rely on magic,
right? I imagine you have a handle on the gist of it.”
“As you say, sir. I’m ashamed to say I hadn’t been thinking about it, but
I’ll keep it in mind when I’m teaching.”
The idea of requesting error-prevention measures indicates, in a way,
healthy operation of the organization. In civilian life, trouble can usually be
dealt with by firing the person who made the mistake. In the army, however,
one person’s mistake can mean everyone dies. One for all. All for one. It’s a
truly wise saying. If one person fails, everyone dies, and if everyone else
messes up, one person’s fierce fight won’t be enough to win in the end.
“About that…”
I appreciate that instruction is happening, but it’s far from enough. The
issue really is lack of actual combat experience. The colonel was
enthusiastic, thinking that he’d gotten her to understand his opinion. Thus,
he and Tanya entered a strange misunderstanding without realizing the
incongruity of their views because they saw only their agreement that
something needed to be done.
“Yes, what is it, sir?”
“Can you give them some experience?”
What they needed more than protected experience in a large operation
was thorough repetition and review in small-scale battles. That is what
Tanya believed, so although she didn’t want to, she resolved to go on a nonmagic
raid.
Yes, combat experience should be gained alongside a well-trained unit
with extraordinarily low loss rates. Experience trumps schooling.
“Sir! Experience, yes.”
There was no point in training corpses. There was no telling on the
ground when the chance would arise to do a large-scale mobile battle or
breakthrough or difficult operation like an infiltration attack. As long as that
was the case, troops should be kept trained up so they could respond to
orders at any time; Tanya kicked herself for her careless neglect.
I didn’t want losses in my unit, and I figured if I put the newbies out to
pasture, the battlefield would turn them into master soldiers, but that was
the wrong way to go about it.
“Yeah, if there’s a chance to train them in the trenches for a while, I’d
like to have them fight with your troops.”
It was true that having her battalion go to the trenches with the new
recruits as an instructor unit would reinforce the front. The Empire sure gets
all they can out of their people. The shocking truth had just started dawning
on Tanya that in the abnormality of war she had lapsed into irrationality and
laziness. This is why war is bad, she thought. War numbs humanity and
reason and drives you crazy with rotten fantasies.
When that thought crossed her mind, she had been on the verge of
resisting, saying, You’re telling me to leave the rear and throw myself into
the trenches? And not only that but take a bunch of deadweight with me and
train them? She was terrified to see how tainted her own thoughts were.
Even though I know that being hasty and shortsighted is most likely to
cause a failure, once I experienced it, I got a good taste of how easy it is to
fall into that trap.
“Understood! I’ll do my best to instruct the unit.”
“Great. I’ll prepare the written orders immediately. Sorry for the
pressure, but we’re counting on you.”
“Yes, sir. Leave it to me! I’ll have results to show in no time.”
And so, neither of them realized there was a definite contradiction in
their views, and Tanya moved ahead with carrying out her orders.
Taking her time to enjoy her dinner, she has the company commanders
under her prepare for a night battle and confer with the leader of the
recruits. She also points out to her batman that the potatoes are inexcusably
old. When he replies that the supply unit is bringing canned goods as a top
priority, she is forced to reluctantly back down…because she senses her
superiors are focused on logistics network maintenance and efficiency.
The light railway is handling about as much traffic as it can take, so
they’re probably prioritizing canned goods since those keep for a long time
and can be transported according to a preset plan. In other words, I
shouldn’t expect raw vegetables or fresh meat or fish anytime soon. The
calories, at least, should be up to regulations. Still… When she hits upon
that prospect, she has to accept the reality that her already simple table will
become even drearier.
Well, I guess the only ones who get to expect decent meals at war are the
navy. Or maybe just the submarine squads—I’ve heard they get treated
well. Of course, everything else about their situation is the worst…
Basically, they’re beginning to prioritize ease of transport, and that
makes sense to her. She certainly can’t argue against it, so with nothing else
to do, she lays down her sword on the food issue and continues her meeting.
That’s how essential close cooperation and maintaining leadership will
be in the upcoming operation. After all, discipline in a normal mage
battalion night battle would be managed via magic. But if they were to cast
interference formulas in the middle of no-man’s-land, they’d be detected;
no individual radios will be distributed, either. Fighting a night battle under
these conditions with fresh recruits is incredibly reckless.
Operation Eagle Claw heading for Iran probably had a higher chance of
succeeding.
So should we split into autonomous platoons for the raid? Just one
imperial mage platoon is said to have firepower equal to a company of
regular infantry. Well, practically speaking, an infantry company and a
mage platoon really can probably deliver the same amount of damage.
Plus, it’s a night battle. If we hit them with that much firepower under
the veil of darkness, we can probably expect widespread confusion. But
then to continue fighting, we’ll have to rely on magic. That means the
second we cast interference formulas, it’s possible that the enemy retreats
and the whole area gets bombarded indiscriminately.
Well, or we could just take checking machine-gun fire.
So should we infiltrate as companies? It’s realistic but on a whole new
scale of difficulty. It’s not a bad idea to have each group perform a feint and
then attack from four totally different locations. But sending in all four
companies would mean that even as an augmented battalion, we wouldn’t
have any muscle in reserve. I want to stay in the rear under the pretext of
commanding the reserves, so I can’t accept that plan.
I will take the most highly trained First Company. Having all the other
companies perform the raid would be best for me, but my subordinates are
advocating for a plan where First Company is the main attacking force.
They want to go without reserves and have the others feint.
The objective of our night battle is the abduction of enemy soldiers,
which is relatively less difficult. Basically, we’ll invite enemy sentries from
a warning trench to be friends for Intelligence to chat with.
“In other words, you all want to avoid engaging as much as possible.”
“Yes, Commander. Honestly, it’ll be impossible to fight with those
recruits along.”
…I suppose it is important to avoid combat. My orders are simple.
“Give them night battle experience.” Period.
If you know the enemy and know yourself, you need not fear the result
of a hundred battles. Or endeavor to understand one another in an advanced,
civilized manner. To that end, a bit of nocturnal hiking to invite enemy
soldiers over isn’t so bad.
No, it’s not bad. Well, it’s not good, either. I guess things can’t be
declared simply good or bad.
“I’m concerned about speed. More than anything, this’ll demand a swift
withdrawal.” Without thinking, I’ve already voiced a worry. Well, as the
one in charge, I have to consider and prepare for all eventualities.
I can’t get away with saying, Oops, I didn’t think about that.
If I say it’s possible and fail, I’ll be laughed at. If I say it’s impossible,
I’ll be reprimanded as inept.
I’m compelled to raise concerns; we need to think seriously about this.
Any resisting enemy soldiers won’t be killed but knocked out. Well, that’s
easy for a mage to do. We get a lot of practical experience on how to leave
people neither dead nor alive in the military academy and basic training.
The venerable Daigongen and Zusho come in surprisingly handy.
We’re up against soldiers instead of farmers, but in terms of governing
theory, the result is the same. Well, no, I’m actually much more comfortable
doing it to civilians.
We could also tap them lightly with the flat side of a shovel. If you
swing a shovel sideways, it slices, but if you hit with the flat, that’s one
down. They really are convenient—so much so that I’d almost like to have
all the recruits participate armed only with shovels.
But what do we do once we capture our guests? If the warning trench
sends out an alert, our only options will be to fight or run. As long as our
objective is to take prisoners, fighting is pointless. When all you’ve got is
the muscle of a group on force recon, dealing with the counterattacking unit
in a trench fight is a completely futile battle of attrition. And if we were to
miss our chance to pull out, we would literally die in vain. That’s why after
we achieve our appointed objective, there’s no reason to stick around.
When your work is done, there’s nothing better than going straight
home.
Which is why we can prioritize speed without fretting over the mana
signals we’ll have been concealing up to then and go literally flying out of
there with flight formulas. There is no better way to let your mana signal
loose and hightail it away from the battle lines than a flight formula.
Hooray for flight formulas.
We’ll have to run for our lives for a couple minutes, but if we can’t get
away, we’ll get blown up in a hail of SOS fire.
Well, another way to look at it is that as long as whatever gets us makes
a clean hit, we won’t have to suffer.
That said, everyone wants to enjoy life.
Even suicidal people aren’t born in such a passionate state of despair
over their existence that they want to kill themselves. If they are able to
believe in the future, humans all have the wonderful potential to build a
bright, peaceful tomorrow. Humans are irreplaceable; we’re all unique.
At least, I don’t know about other people, but I have no substitute.
That’s why I want to survive, no matter what it takes. No, I will survive. To
that end, I’ll even praise the devil as God for those couple minutes to go full
throttle.
I’m saying that we’ll keep an eye out for each other as we withdraw, but
I’m definitely not stopping. Falling behind means being taken prisoner if
you’re lucky or death in battle if you’re not.
“…Well, seems like you’re appropriately nervous.”
Apparently, all my subordinates have screws loose. I mentioned a
concern, so why are they talking about “appropriately nervous”? Was it a
mistake to gather a bunch of war addicts when I formed my unit?
I want to take a little space. I hunt for someone with some other—some
normal—opinion. When I scan my troops, I see Lieutenant Serebryakov
raising her hand.
“Major, the last few minutes are the dangerous part, although we do
have to give the new recruits support on our way over as well.”
This is a much more sensible viewpoint. We’ll be fine on the approach
unless someone makes a sound or some numbskull gives off a mana signal.
“Lieutenant, you and I have seen enough newbies screwing up on the
Rhine to make you sick. You can handle them, right?”
“…If need be. But, Major, I’m going to do my best to cover for them so
that won’t be necessary.”
“Hmm. Well, let’s go over the opinions we’ve presented.”
Let’s round up the most sensible conclusions we have.
1. Do all we can to avoid combat.
Peace is best, of course. No reason to oppose that.
2. Send the strongest unit.
This is irritating, but in terms of military sense, I can’t argue with it.
Accepted for its prudence.
3. If we don’t get discovered, the approach is possible. Withdrawing will
be dangerous.
These are the points we collected. It’s probably the safest plan. That is, if
we arrange for a steady advance and a swift withdrawal, I guess we
shouldn’t have any problems. And if the troops make a mess of it, they’ll
have officers and NCOs with plenty of Rhine experience to back them up.
Lieutenant Serebryakov and the others who have come up through the ranks
will probably do a proper job of that.
“Good. I’ll notify them of the plan.”
Now, which of the fresh mages will I take on our first picnic?
Dinner was potatoes. And a little bit of fresh meat. Everything else was
canned. Mages are usually treated well, and I’m even an officer, but this is
what I get. This is still the rear base, so I’m told it’s on the good side; I
wonder what the situation is on the front line. I hear the Great Army is
putting pressure on the enemy lines, but Logistics is probably still
struggling.
With those things on his mind, Magic Second Lieutenant Warren Grantz,
who had finally just been commissioned, ate his food quickly like soldiers
do. The meal was better than the rations at the field exercise grounds.
At least it satisfied his appetite, and his tongue didn’t reject it. But even
if the food was better, he’d actually been feeling depressed for a few days.
After all, he was being sent to the district with the fiercest fighting.
No, when he left the academy, he even trembled with excitement at
being sent to the Rhine sometimes. He even thought he’d rack up brilliant
exploits and become a hero.
But that enthusiasm withered the closer the military train got to the
Rhine district on the way to the front.
What he saw were shell craters and burned, blistered things. Everything
in his field of vision was gray. All of it, scorched fields. By the time the
pungent odor began invading his nose, his spirit was deflated. And the
thunder of a large gun, maybe an imperial railway gun, intensified his
worries.
Before he knew it, he and the others were restlessly glancing around,
noticing that many of their fellows wore the same anxious faces.
During that journey, one of the few ways to pass the time was sharing
rumors. As he’d heard, the old stagers either slept, played cards, or spread
rumors. Grantz dozed now and then, otherwise chatting as the train rocked
along. He heard some rumors he knew of, too.
For example, one legend at the academy said a second-class student had
once murmured that Cadet Degurechaff was more terrifying than the
battlefield. She certainly is scary. Such were the thoughts running through
his mind as he presented himself at Rhine Command.
When he arrived, he heard he would be attached to an instructor unit,
which was a relief.
According to Command, he’d be retrained as a replacement before
getting his assignment, so the first thing to do was get used to the front
lines.
Maybe I can do this! It was several days ago that he had thought that.
“Gentlemen, welcome to the Rhine front!”
If the devil exists, it has to be our instructor, the commander of the
203rd Aerial Mage Assault Battalion, the legendary Major von Degurechaff.
The way she smiled. The way she looked at us like we were maggots.
The way she seemed thirsty for blood.
I’d believe she had tried to kill a rebellious underclassman or crack his
skull open. If I screw up on the battlefield, she’ll definitely kill me. That’s
how threatened I felt by the instructor who just had to also be my advisor.
…I wanna cry.
Out of all the replacements, I was the only one who had been through
the academy. In other words, everyone either didn’t know the rumor that
she was a demon in the guise of a little girl or laughed it off. The ones who
figured they could handle war if that little kid could were on the safer side.
Just the thought of what the ones who underestimated her might do
made my stomach hurt. I’ve never hated the words collective responsibility
so much.
Tonight, I’m off duty. I should go to bed early. It happened just as I
thought that.
We were summoned. The 203rd Aerial Mage Battalion was ordered to
appear in the briefing room, grouped by platoon, within three minutes.
“Hurry up! Run!”
I urged my platoon, who had been finishing dinner; raced over to the
briefing room; and just barely made it at two minutes and fifty-one seconds.
No other platoons had arrived yet. Well, no, in ran Seventh Platoon; they’d
been competing with those of us in Fourth Platoon. That second, the three
minutes were up.
And the next second, the superior officers broke into broad grins and
went to go get the tardy platoons. Did the others even feel bad for being
late?
In any case, we all assembled quickly. And our smiling battalion
commander announced a night picnic plan. Not that it involved anything
like a picnic.
“Unfortunately, gentlemen, I think that aside from Fourth and Seventh
Platoons, you deserve penalties.”
This was the major who had once said during a speech at the academy
that deadweight should be killed. I pitied the groups who hadn’t been able
to make it in three minutes because I figured they would be thrown into
hell, but that wasn’t right.
“In order to teach you the importance of haste, I’m sending you to the
trenches. Since you don’t seem to understand when I tell you, you’ll
experience firsthand what happens to slowpokes.”
They’d actually be buried in the depths of hell. The shocked mages were
immediately assigned to the warning trench. The warning trench on the
front lines of the district with the worst fighting… They would be what are
commonly called “canaries,” the first to get attacked on the forward-most
line. The mortality rate was naturally the highest; it was a position where
you couldn’t rest for even a moment.
By the way, they’re called canaries after the caged birds that are taken
into mines. The comparison is made because of the criticism that the raison
d’être of anyone in this post is to stop responding.
But I shouldn’t have been relieved.
“Now then, you fine, punctual fellows, I have a reward.”
She looked at us one by one as if she was going to tell us something
wonderful. My platoon mates next to me seemed to be expecting a reward,
but I wasn’t.
I had a really bad feeling.
“You get a little amity-building recreation. We’ll go on a picnic, make a
toast, and invite some new friends to come back with us. I guess you can
call it a party.”
As soon as she said that, someone handed us a pamphlet that said Field
Trip Guide. Picnic procedure?
“First, equip hand grenades and your shovel; then ready your rifle and
computation orb. Dress in night camo for CQB. By the way, if you use your
computation orb or rifle without permission, you’ll be shot or beaten to
death. Republican soldiers are people, too. That means you can make
friends with them”?
Then why did we have to knock them out with shovels?
“…In ancient times, people made friends by talking with their fists”?
“Civilized people of the present use the implement born of civilization,
the shovel…”?
This is crazy. No one said it aloud, but it was the look on everyone’s
faces. This was a nighttime mission to abduct enemy soldiers—a so-called
intelligence-gathering mission but extremely dangerous nonetheless. If we
were going to drag enemies back with us, it went without saying that we
would have to approach the enemy trenches.
Basically, we had to sneak up to the enemy position—where machine
guns, all types of heavy artillery, infantry guns, snipers, and tons of soldiers
were waiting—and abduct enemies out of the warning trench, which was
the place that was on highest alert.
“…We’re gonna die.”
It was from there that things would get really intense. “After using your
shovels to mingle with lots of friends, let’s invite some to our house. But I
think all our friends will try to keep us from leaving in various ways. The
field trip lasts until you shake them off and make it home”?
“Incidentally, I’m not too worried about you punctual fellows, but one
thing…” She beamed. Oh God, please save us. “If you’re too slow, we’re
leaving you behind. Yes, anyone who wants a quick double promotion can
stay out there. We wouldn’t want to hinder your success in life.”
She said the same sort of thing when I first met her. I didn’t realize it
was word for word the truth!
Magic Second Lieutenant Warren Grantz realized he was shaking.
My survival instinct was screaming. I wanted to avoid the war, the
combat, the killing. I was hesitating.
But one glance from Major von Degurechaff was enough to subjugate
that instinct. She was far more terrifying. We sallied forth like lambs being
herded by a sheepdog. No one raised so much as a groan. We advanced
under the cover of night, crawling in silence.
The commander was the first to strike. We heard the thudding of her
shovel followed by the grunts of several people. We whacked the enemy
soldiers caught with their guard down, too, as if our lives depended on it.
How much time passed after that?
It felt like the experience lasted a lifetime, but in reality, it was only a
few dozen seconds.
It was a short moment. During that tiny amount of time, all the enemy
soldiers in the specified area of the warning trench were either incapacitated
or deep in a sleep they would never wake up from.
I could still feel the shock of the shovel impact in my hand; it was
different from the recoil of shooting like we were taught at the academy.
That particular feeling, the sensation of crushing something, was still
impressed upon my body.
If I had been left like that, I wonder what would have happened to me.
“It’s time. Company, carry the prisoners. Newbies, you’re support. In
thirty seconds, the magic ban is lifted. We’re flying outta here. Sync your
watches—three, two, one, start.”
But the orders delivered in a calm, unruffled whisper brought me back to
reality. Combined with my training, they slowly got my body moving.
That’s what I had been drilled for. My training saved me.
As instructed, thirty seconds later I started up my computation orb at full
throttle and took off.
We really hightailed it back to our own defensive lines. It only took a
few minutes. All we had to do was fly—simple. But it was horrible. My
heart raced with every artillery shot. It hurt to breathe.
I was so terrified I hardly felt like myself anymore.
When we climbed up high to avoid being shot accidentally and set a safe
course for the rear base, all the stress left my body at once, and weariness
washed over me.
…How could the major just calmly sing a hymn?
Today, after completing her morning exercises and eating breakfast,
Major von Degurechaff reaches for her pen as if she’s made up her mind.
In the rear base, the mail can get through. Naturally, it’s possible to send
a letter if necessary.
It’s military mail, so sometimes there are delays, but in general, things
can be sent and received like any normal letter.
Of course, someone like her with no relatives doesn’t have any personal
letters to write.
She only ever writes on official business or unofficial business.
What she’s writing this time is official. That said, in a rare case, she
takes out her stationery hesitantly, and her pen moves over the paper
awkwardly.
She’s already written a pile of these documents. She just accepts that
they’re work and gets them done. But today the tip of her pen feels heavy.
Well, it would be stranger if a person could write it without trouble.
To the dear family of Warrant Officer Anluk E. Kahteijanen,
I am Magic Major Tanya von Degurechaff, his superior officer.
I regret to inform you that your one and only young Anluk E.
Kahteijanen is being discharged with a disability.
He became abruptly ill during an operation, and the surgeon has judged
that it would be difficult for him to endure lengthy military service.
His recovery will most likely require a long recuperation period at home
or in a military hospital.
The Personnel Division has agreed to go ahead with this treatment plan.
Please speak with him and ensure he has a restful convalescence.
And please forgive us for returning your child in such a condition.
He is an outstanding mage, our irreplaceable brother-in-arms, brave
and trusted by all.
We are deeply saddened to no longer have Anluk E. Kahteijanen in our
ranks.
Small consolation though it must be, I recommended him for the Field
Service Badge First Class and the Disability Medal, both of which were
approved.
I hope he makes a full recovery.
Sincerely,
[xxx] Unit Commander, Imperial Army Magic Major Tanya von
Degurechaff
…To think the day would come when I’d lose a man to some bad
potatoes. Apparently, the legendary remark from an American Thunderbolt
pilot that even a veteran can’t beat food poisoning wasn’t a joke.
So those potatoes really were rotten after all. Tanya puts away her pen,
irritated by the worsening logistics situation.
Sending a letter to the family when something happens to a subordinate
is the superior officer’s responsibility, and I’m not against writing…but
food poisoning from potatoes? Tanya has finished the letter, but she has
complicated feelings about the incident and can’t get over it.
He had eaten, participated in a night raid, and shocked me upon our
return by throwing up and complaining of an awful stomachache. I was
dumbfounded. A veteran writhing about like that, I was sure he had to have
been hit by an NBC weapon. Those work even on mages. I hurriedly cast a
medical formula, but it only eased the pain. Protective films provide
comprehensive NBC coverage, and I remember we were on the verge of
panicking that some new weapon not on that list had been developed.
When the surgeon rushed over and examined him, we were finally able
to sigh in relief. In other words, it was just sudden, acute food poisoning.
And it only hit unlucky Anluk E. Kahteijanen.
He was a good mage, damn it. I never thought I would send someone
away from the front like this.
But it’s really great that Personnel treated his condition as a disability.
This way, he gets his pension, and his honor as a soldier remains intact. And
I, as an officer, won’t have the blemish on my record of a dishonorable
subordinate.
I mean, you can only really laugh at an officer who loses a man to bad
potatoes. Who would have thought I had a guy in my unit who would be
taken out by his own stomach…? Nah, it’s not even funny.
The Republican bombardments come as always, shaking our position
like clockwork, but I must feel oddly reflective on this auspicious day
because I sent a man to the rear for a difficult-to-verbalize reason.
That said, what we learned from this lesson was promptly applied. As
such, this morning’s breakfast was bacon, hard biscuits, and ersatz coffee.
The vegetable soup featuring the guilty potatoes was hastily disposed of.
Personally, I worry about my diet being unbalanced without vegetables, but
there’s nothing I can do about it.
I had someone go to get supplies first thing this morning, so I figure
maybe we’ll get a chance to eat canned vegetables with lunch. And well,
even if we are on a battlefield, we can’t escape falling into routines, and I’m
a bit sick of it. It’d be great if we could get a meal that’s not part of the
rotation.
Aside from these things, our daily battles in the trenches take place in
the world of All Quiet on the Western Front. We basically repeat the same
pattern day after day. The only novelty to keep my attention is whether the
recruits training on the front lines are doing well or not.
Well, I only put them in yesterday. Tanya expects that after a week’s
baptism of war in the trenches she’ll find out whether they’re usable or not.
If not, all she has to do is send them back and apply for their retraining.
So although she regrets war’s brand of tunnel vision, she devotes herself
to instructing her troops. First, just as her boss said, she gave them the most
difficult test first; despite the risks, she reluctantly took them on a night
battle, but to her surprise and delight, they only lost two.
Though she’d told everyone they were leaving in thirty seconds, that
pair couldn’t keep up and were blown away in an artillery barrage, a fact
confirmed by one of her subordinates. That was all. Apart from that, the
newbies all followed instructions, and no one went insane. As Tanya mulls
over the recruits’ misfortune to be blown up together in their two-man cell,
she finds herself in a somewhat philosophical mood and begins to wonder
about the role of luck in food poisoning.
In any case, she’s doing what she needs to do.
But actually, even though she’s doing what she needs to do, she
sometimes gets doubtful looks.
For instance, she reported in, “I’M INSTRUCTING THEM
ACCORDING TO YOUR ORDERS.”
And the response she received was “ROGER. GOOD LUCK.”
But then when they went on the night raid and lost only two men, the
higher-ups told her to be more careful next time. She began wondering if
maybe they wanted her to do it with zero losses.
But this is a battlefield, she argued, and we went on a high-risk
operation. Losing two newbies under those circumstances is not bad.
But when it comes to luck, it seems Tanya has to admit that she needs to
take certain things into account.
Still, she finds it lamentable that just because they don’t want any losses
and her unit got unlucky, the blame is laid on her as the commander who
was present.
I know history repeats in little ways, from private companies to the
Yankee military. For example, when that guy MacArthur ordered his
subordinate Eisenhower to plan a parade and then insisted he had no
memory of it—there are a number of rotten incidents like that throughout
time.
Still, Tanya is feeling really sad. Ahh, I might start to cry. I mean, I’m a
girl, you know!
…??
When her thoughts stray, she suddenly realizes she feels off.
Her mind floods with the horror of psychological contamination.
She runs off in search of some kind of help as if her life depends on it.
A doctor! I need to see a doctor!
APRIL 28, UNIFIED YEAR 1925, IMPERIAL ARMY
GENERAL STAFF OFFICE, JOINT MEETING OF THE
SERVICE CORPS AND OPERATIONS
“Well, it’s the appointed hour, so I would like to begin the joint meeting
between the Service Corps and Operations surrounding the pros and cons of
the Rhine offensive plan.”
The officer presiding over the meeting spoke, but no one followed him,
and silence reigned.
In contrast with the splendid exterior of the building, the expressions of
the high-ranking men in the meeting room were dour.
Some of the officers were practically tearing their hair out with incessant
worries, unsure what to do, and among them was Major General von
Zettour. The situation changed from moment to moment, and just getting a
handle on what was going on was incredibly difficult. Moreover, the
Empire was learning from the rising pile of corpses, courtesy of the
Republicans, how fundamentally impossible a frontal breakthrough was in
trench warfare.
That is, the price of a front assault on the trenches was too high. On the
other hand, a large-scale firepower offensive would put too much strain on
the supply lines.
They had just improved the supply-line light-rail to the front, but there
were already requests from every post for reinforcements coming in day
after day.
The burden on supply had blown through prewar estimates long ago.
The Entente Alliance was essentially collapsing, and it was necessary to
allot some military strength to the area for a short time to ensure it, which
also weighed heavy on Logistics.
Even the local army group alone was enough to secure overwhelming
superiority for the Imperial Army in the north, but the harsh winter weather
had held them back. They weren’t in a situation where they could spare
troops to reinforce the main fighting lines on the Rhine. These lines would
probably be frozen stiff until next spring. In other words, it would be a
while before they could expect any easing up on the supply line burden
from the north.
Meanwhile, the navy was in the process of gaining superiority in the
channel against the Republic, but the navy and army disagreed on whether
that was a good thing or not. The air and magic forces were prepared to
support either side if asked, but the army’s and navy’s worries were just so
different.
The navy apparently couldn’t wait to break through the channel. After
all, their ambition was to wipe out the Republican fleet in a battle of
warships. They even proposed doing an amphibious operation afterward,
like with the Entente Alliance, to completely annihilate the country.
As far as Zettour could see, taking command of the sea for a landing
operation seemed likely to keep casualties down far more effectively than
advancing by breaking through the trenches. The issue was the safety of the
route if they went by sea. If they broke into the channel between the
Republic and the Commonwealth, they had to be worried about how the
(superficially) neutral Commonwealth would react. Would it just stand
quietly by?
He’d already been over these questions with Major General von
Rudersdorf. They were both forced to conclude that if they entered the
channel, the Commonwealth would probably interfere to maintain the
balance of power. If that happened, the fears that made the rounds at the
office in “Predictions on the Shape and Direction of the Current War” and
“Theory of Total War,” would come true.
Yes, world war. The war’s expansion would be like a never-ending chain
reaction, and they wouldn’t be able to avoid it. If that happened, they could
end up with a Rhine-like scenario on every front.
The Republican Army on the Rhine lines was quite a handful. If it was
only the Republic, though, they still had a chance of winning.
But what would happen if some units from the Commonwealth showed
up? They could find themselves in the opposite of their current superior
position.
As long as it was doubtful the Imperial Navy could stop the
Commonwealth Navy, if the remnants of the Republican Navy joined in, it
would be all the imperial fleet could do to protect itself.
Of course, they couldn’t twiddle their thumbs for too long, either. If they
waited to act, even the Empire would run out of steam. Then they would
lose the strategic effects of having brought down Dacia and the Entente
Alliance.
And they couldn’t bear the idea of being beaten from the side by the
Commonwealth or some other interloping power. What can we do about
this dilemma?
Yet, it was becoming clear that if they tolerated the current situation,
anything that happened to affect the supply lines could spell disaster. That
was their irritating predicament.
Since the founding of the nation, the Great Reich had obtained its
historical lands but was also hounded by territorial conflicts, so there was
never any lack of sparks for the next war.
Hence their distress. No one with a simple solution to a problem suffers.
For better or worse, there were people present who knew the plan.
Zettour knew. He knew that all they had to do was not lose. Zettour
believed, to a rather surprising degree for a member of the military, that
there was no need for them to go on the attack. Simply put, the status quo
was fine.
And Rudersdorf was also aware of it. He knew there was no need for
them to make serious attacks on the trenches. Unlike Zettour, however, he
couldn’t accept the notion that this attrition war was fine. He had the lucid
determination of a soldier: If they could control losses and win, then why
not do that?
They finally both made up their minds and received permission to speak.
“I feel we should change the way we’re looking at this problem.”
Zettour didn’t consider himself timid, but given the significance of what
he was about to say, even he was nervous. There was just a hint of stiffness
in his voice, too small for almost anyone to pick up, but he spoke as calmly
as possible.
His secret plan to disentangle these snarled-up threads in one blow
would be gory. The Gordian knot is just a story. A sharp sword is sharp no
matter who it’s cutting.
“With our existing doctrine and values, we probably won’t make it. We
need a paradigm shift.”
Achieving victory by attacking the enemy castle and forcing them to
sign a capitulation was now impossible. It would be difficult to demand a
full surrender outside of instances like the Empire and Dacia or the Entente
Alliance, where there was an overwhelming gap in national strength.
Looking at the current terrible war, it seemed the bloodletting would have to
continue until one or the other of the powers couldn’t take any more.
“Don’t aim for victory, avoid defeat. If we don’t do that, it will be too
hard to be the last one standing.”
“…General von Zettour, you mean you oppose the offensive?” a
member of Operations asked him, perplexed. That was as far as their
thinking went.
No, that was probably common sense. To them, the offensive was how
they would overcome and trample the enemy and end the war. But they
were wrong.
“No, I support the offensive as such, but I do think we should modify its
operational aims.”
“Change its aims?”
Go on—no, stop. The question could mean both of those things, and
Zettour answered by dropping a bomb in plain terms.
“The goal of the operation shouldn’t be to break through. It should be to
bleed the enemy. To put it another way, our offensive plan should be to wear
out as many enemy soldiers as possible.”
Conclusion: Exhaust the enemy.
“We carry out a thorough bloodletting and crush the enemy’s ability to
continue fighting.”
Degurechaff’s remark.
He could still remember each and every word the young soldier said to
him in the war college library. The shock of hearing her speak so
dispassionately about such a horrible world was hard to forget. And now
that everything was progressing just as she had said, he was even more
surprised. How much did that girl Degurechaff predict?
Predicting the future of a war is extremely difficult.
The only constant rule is that common sense can change in an instant
and a new principle of war can conquer the battlefield. There aren’t many
soldiers who can adapt to those changes, so to think there’s one who can
predict them is…!
“In other words, we bleed the enemy until they collapse. This is the only
way to resolve this.”
Someone unconsciously shifted, and the creak of the chair sounded extra
loud in the quiet room. It was completely silent.
Zettour was actually feeling calm in the face of it. No, strictly speaking,
he was sympathizing with Degurechaff. He sensed now that she had been
able to speak so calmly back in the library because she understood.
She understood the cost of breaking through would be too high. Even if
they could pull it off, their losses would be heavy. And if the
Commonwealth, anxious about the deteriorating war situation, decided to
intervene, they would be pushed right back. That would be the worst
possible outcome for the Empire.
If they shed all that blood not for nothing but a push in the wrong
direction, the soldiers’ will to fight would crumble.
I couldn’t send men in that condition back to break through again, at
least. Giving the order would only lead to more waste. So why not let the
enemy make that mistake?
We’ll just wait for the Republic to drown in their own blood.
Zettour believed this was the only viable option for the Imperial Army.
In other words, war is ultimately about not heroes or the expression of
chivalry but how efficiently you can kill your enemies.
To put it another way, it was inevitable that this conflict would become
total war.
“So we’ll thoroughly pummel enemy soldiers and supplies. I ask that we
draw up an offensive plan with those aims, and that is all I wish to say at
this time.”
Surely, almost definitely, our future has been decided. The frozen
expressions on the faces of his colleagues and subordinates spoke to that.
You’re crazy, they said.
The operation he proposed was the opposite of almost anyone’s idea of
common sense. Leave parts of their territory undefended and prioritize
wiping out the enemy field army. And finish them off with a revolving door?
You would have the army that exists to defend the fatherland carry out this
operation? No one could help but think these things.
But sooner or later, the staffers sitting there would understand—there
was no other path. He didn’t know when, but he knew they would come
around to the plan for its military merit, in every way except emotionally.
“I agree. Clearly, we should focus on annihilating the enemy’s field
army.” Despite the others’ hesitation, Rudersdorf made a clear declaration
of his strong support for Zettour’s idea. He was aware that posterity would
judge them harshly, but he made up his mind and stated his position with
confidence.
It’s a mad world where promising youths are pit against one another in
battles to the death to see who can draw the most blood… And we’re likely
to carve our names into history as the ringleaders. If that’s the case, then
let’s at least improve the situation a little bit by putting an end to the war
with our own hands.
“I have an idea… We advance. In other words, I believe the best plan is
to escape forward!”
And therefore, he made a proposal that was devoid of rationality: Fight
the war aiming not at the territory but at the army.
…Oh God, why do you let these things happen?
After vomiting up the contents of his stomach, including everything he’d
eaten the night before, Magic Second Lieutenant Warren Grantz was
lamenting to the heavens in a corner of his lodgings. Even the recollection
of what he’d just experienced horrified him.
I hit a Republican soldier whose name I don’t know over the head with
my shovel and kept swinging like a madman. Then orders brought me back
to reality, and soon after that, we were ordered to leave.
I poured mana into my computation orb like my life depended on it so I
could race across the sky for all I was worth.
As soon as I took off, several machine guns began firing at me.
I frantically formed my defensive shell and protective film. No matter
what, I had to get away. With that on my mind, I forgot about support
completely and made a run for it.
That’s when it happened. Whether by some trick of fate or the work of
the devil, I saw the battalion commander climbing at a furious pace. Despite
the dark veil of night, she was singing a hymn in an invigorating voice—the
battalion commander. I couldn’t believe what I was seeing, but I was scared
she was escaping alone and would leave me behind, so I tried to follow her.
I don’t want to get left behind was what I was thinking when I started to
ascend, but right at that moment, First Lieutenant Weiss seemed to come
out of nowhere to grab my arm and pull me down. When we got back to
base, he chewed me out—Why would you approach the commander while
she’s acting as our decoy? Are you insane?—but if he hadn’t saved me, I
would have been turned into mincemeat like those other two guys who
came to the front the same time as me.
At the time, all I was thinking about was getting back, so my memories
before I made it onto a safe flight path are really hazy.
Looking at the scenes recorded on my computation orb, I want to thank
God I was somehow able to make it back from such a dense rain of fire.
It was only a few seconds. The reactions of the pair from Seventh
Platoon were delayed by mere moments, but they paid for it with their lives.
One careless moment. But it meant so much.
The second I arrived at the rear base, the sensation of bashing someone’s
head returned to my hands, and I felt sick. No, it wasn’t just me. All the
recruits felt the same way.
The guilt—it was like I’d suddenly become an unpardonable criminal.
And right next to us and the worries tormenting us, the senior officers
coolly began to interrogate the prisoners.
“Tell the truth. If you don’t, my hand might slip.”
“Relax. We follow the law of war. If you fellows take the prisoner’s
oath, you’ll have your rights.”
“Don’t worry. We’re not torturers. We’re proper, sensible humans.”
…I couldn’t believe it.
I couldn’t believe humans were capable of this.
This battlefield.
I had thought I understood that all manner of brutal, inhuman things
would be done. I’m a soldier, myself. I thought as long as I was in the
military, I wouldn’t hesitate to do my duty.
…Keyword: thought.
But what was this?
Was this a soldier’s duty, what must be done to protect the fatherland?
My duty?
I couldn’t stand the feeling. It was a strange sensation, like I was losing
myself forever.
I didn’t want to remember my first…my first time killing someone with
my own hands.
People die too easily on the battlefield. People you eat dinner with one
night disappear by breakfast.
In just a short time, I kill people, and my friends get killed.
The Rhine front is really, truly hell.
The urge to run flitted across my mind.
But then—
The batmen came to tell us breakfast was ready. Since we were at a rear
base, as an officer, I had the right to use the provisional officers’ mess.
Put another way, I have to eat at the officers’ mess.
As I rinsed out my mouth and straightened out my uniform, the mirror
reflected my haggard face. In just one day, I’d transformed into a monster. I
couldn’t believe it was me.
“…Now I’ve seen war.”
Quietly.
My inner thoughts slipped from my mouth on their own.
Leaning on the sink, I just managed to hold back the rising nausea, and
then I looked to the heavens.
Really, how can everyone act normal in this crazy world of war?
The moment I entered the officers’ mess, the feeling intensified.
It was crowded with the officers from my battalion. I heard the
commander had eaten and was already at work. And the officers were
taking their time and chatting.
Despite what had just taken place, I even heard laughter. Everyone was
smiling and talking, relaxed. Something about the gap between the insanity
suffusing the battleground and this scene disgusted me.
My batman waited on me, and my food came out, but how could I
possibly have an appetite? Even so, I still had the habit I’d learned in my
military career to force food down my throat if I had to.
I used coffee to break up the hard biscuits and made myself eat them
along with some bacon. There was no way the flavors would register, but I
figured my body needed them to stay alive, so I swallowed them down.
Humans have to eat, even at times like this. It’s the same as forcing food
down my throat when I was exhausted at the academy. That’s what I told
myself, but it took an awfully long time for me to finish my meal.
Then I found myself heading to the small auditorium for the usual
morning classroom session.
My mentality was to follow orders due to force of habit from the drilled
repetitions, again and again. Even times like this when I had no willpower, I
was still a soldier.
Then I realized I wanted to burst out laughing.
“…Wait a minute, what happened?”
I can laugh. It was a startling, refreshing discovery.
I guess I didn’t expect it because of my situation. Apparently, the human
spirit is ridiculously resilient.
“Oh, I can’t be late.”
I took so long to eat breakfast even though soldiers, praised for their
unceasing vigilance, are supposed to get that over with quickly.
As a result, I had no time to lose that morning. If I stood around lost in
thought, I wouldn’t make it to the lecture on time. When I realized what
time it was, I dashed off to the hall.
“Magic Second Lieutenant Grantz coming in.”
“Grantz? Sure, come in.”
But when I got there, the desks were empty aside from a few company
commanders and key officers giving me puzzled looks.
Am I too late? The worry flitted across my mind, but when I looked at
the clock on the wall, I had just made it five minutes early.
Everyone was supposed to be there by that time.
Normally, I would never be the only one rushing over here.
“What is it? You guys are supposed to have off today.”
Lieutenant Weiss must have understood why I was confused, and I
finally realized after he said something.
“Sir, embarrassingly enough, I thought we had class today.”
I guess the shock from last night was so great that nothing they told us
registered. Wincing, Lieutenant Weiss explained that after we got back we’d
been granted leave. With my head full of other things, I had gotten up
unsteadily this morning, but apparently they thought I was taking my time
with breakfast to enjoy it. In other words, the superior officers figured I was
having a relaxing breakfast on my day off, so they didn’t check on me.
I should have realized sooner.
“I’m sorry.”
“What? You’re fine. But while you’re here, tell me what you thought of
the raid,” said Lieutenant Weiss, pointing to a seat. The other officers didn’t
seem to mind, so I decided to join them… Well, it was a good opportunity.
You reap what you sow, after all.
“Honestly, I was in a trance. Before I knew it, I was back at base.”
I didn’t want to die, so I had been completely absorbed in taking action.
If you ask me what I actually did, though, my memories are hazy.
It was embarrassing, but I was honest with them.
“Yeah, that’s how it goes, I suppose.”
“Well, nice job making it through. With that as your first combat
experience, your next one should be a lot easier.”
But the officers didn’t really seem to blame me. At the academy, I would
have gotten chewed out—Keep your head screwed on out there! On the
front lines, they’re more realistic; they recognized that I had survived.
They were actually nice to me, as if being considerate were the norm.
“Everyone has to run that gauntlet. Well, if you survive the
commander’s training, consider yourself more or less fine.”
“Lieutenant Serebryakov toughened up just by flying after her.”
“Well, yes, that’s true… Would anyone like to trade with me?”
“Ha-ha-ha-ha. I’m second-in-command, so I can’t fly with her.”
“It wouldn’t do for company commanders to bunch up, so unfortunately
the reality of my duties prevents me from trading with you, Lieutenant.”
“It really is too bad.” Lieutenant Serebryakov puffed out her cheeks and
pouted as if she were really fuming.
The collection of individuals here creating this peaceful atmosphere
were the old stagers who had been working so furiously the other day.
I suddenly felt like I might sigh out of relief. Up until just a moment
ago, I was so shaken, but I was starting to calm down a little bit.
Nobody said so, but I’m sure they had all been upset the first time they
shot and killed someone.
But now they have those memories, and they aren’t upset by them.
“Don’t think too hard, Lieutenant. Just focus on staying alive.”
Someone patted me on the shoulder, and they let me go. It was proof
that the more experienced officers accepted me as a little bit tougher than a
chick newly hatched.
The next day…
To Tanya, everything is going too well. For starters, when she wakes up,
breakfast and coffee are already neatly prepared for her.
There are no harassing bombardments and no enemies wandering into
their airspace, so after eating in peace, her first administrative tasks of the
day go smoothly. Awfully smoothly. A request that would normally take
weeks to fulfill gets accepted in one try, and the supplies are delivered right
away.
How horrifying can it get? Parsimony is the supply officer’s job, but he
hands over the special bullets for loading with interference formulas and the
casting detonators with a smile. Meeting a grinning debt collector or auditor
would feel more real— No, actually, they’re all unthinkable.
This is the first time everything has gone according to procedure; I never
would have imagined that supply delivery and paperwork inspection could
be done so amiably. Thoroughly astonished, Tanya has no choice but to be
on guard at this unexpected efficiency.
After all, supply and paperwork inspections operate on the iron rules of
precedent and not rocking the boat. In other words, you can practically
describe them as a naturally occurring phenomena.
If they are acting unusual, it has to be a sign of abnormal conditions. I
guess I should avoid going out for a while, if I don’t have to, Tanya thinks;
she’s not averse to preparing for any eventuality.
Today is definitely going to be trouble. Convinced of this, Tanya steels
herself. She’ll give strict orders to the troops in the trenches to be on guard.
She’ll have her unit at combat readiness level two. She’ll keep an eye on the
enemy and make preparations to ensure a rapid response is possible.
Then, for some reason, nothing has happened and it’s lunchtime. Food is
served. It’s a real steak with sauerkraut. There’s even rhubarb juice for
dessert.
It all just arrived via the unusually smooth-running supply lines.
The members of her unit all dig in enthusiastically, but she still can’t
believe it and inspects the food a bit before eating.
I’m jealous of the guy who struck gold with that potato condition and
got to fall back to a safe area.
I’m wondering if they want to send me to the rear already due to the
nudge I may have given foreign policy regarding the Commonwealth. If I
got food poisoning, they’d happily sacrifice me, so I can’t be carelessly
getting sick.
Of course, watching my subordinates wolf down the meat is torture.
Being the only one who has to wait is sad, indescribably so if it turns out
nothing’s wrong. I can’t stand it anymore. Reluctantly balancing reason
with desire, I am about to start on my meat, and that’s when it happens.
Lieutenant Weiss comes running over with a telegram, and Tanya ends
up missing her chance to eat.
“Major, it’s from Command.”
With no choice but to lay down her knife and fork to exchange salutes,
Tanya is the very definition of displeased.
If he weren’t so sensible I’d throw him out right now.
At least read the situation. It had better be awfully important if you’re
obstructing my opportunity to have a fine meal on the front lines where we
have almost nothing to look forward to. Unbelievably outraged, she can’t
help but reply grouchily, though she knows it’s an emotional reaction.
“…I’m eating, Lieutenant Weiss.”
Her tone doesn’t veer into criticism, but her discontent is faintly audible.
Most subordinates would hesitate if their superior spoke to them in such a
voice. No one wants to incur their boss’s wrath. But in unusual
circumstances, they don’t yield. And this is one of those rare situations.
“My apologies, but it’s quite urgent.”
And from the fact that he presents not a message tube but simply a short
cipher, she smells trouble.
“Hmm? It’s not orders?”
Usually orders come by telegraph.
As long as it’s addressed to the commander, no one can read it before
them except for the radio operator.
So short ciphers are used when it doesn’t need to be telegrammed or
can’t be.
Basically, it’s going to be either stupid or utterly annoying and stupid.
“No, you’ve been summoned to appear immediately.”
“Summoned to appear immediately? Understood.”
Agh, what a day.
It’s going to be horrible.
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